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Ketemine: My Prosac
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few people can relate to this b/c they aren't as familiar with the drug or it doesn't hit them the same way. Once I bypassed the intitial weirdness(dissociative nature), and built up enough tolerance to function in everday task under the influence and learned to be comforatable it became quite pleasant. The danger is to go to far and become dependent. Fortunately for me i have to get it from England which is a hassel b/c I'm in the states. By the time I start to feel I'm doing it to much, I'm out for 6 months before I get more. I find that it motivates me. As a matter of fact I come home from work, do a rail, hug my dogs and cat and find myself happily doing chores around the house. Sometimes, not often, I do a small rail before work. I did this yesterday and took a potential 75,000 home equity loan and turned it into a home equity loan plus refi a house and adding debt consolidation for a total of 200,000 all under the influence. My spirituality, and sense of well being soar on this stuff. As a result I experience increased confidence which allows me to pursue things in a whole new light with a mentality that increases my chances for success. I'm also a nicer person and seem to have an increased sense of wisdom which paired with my psychology degree presents me as someone people can look up to for opinions and advice. Basically as an aspiring Buddhist, I find ketemine as an artificial and chemical shortcut to achieving the desired results of successful and patient meditation. Until I get a little better at meditation, Prozac for me is spelled ketemine.
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I forgot one of the best perks of ketemine. I'm a fitness nut and work out about 4-5 times a week. Partially to make up for abusing my body over the weekend , but also to look nice. The one thing I hate is cardio so I can always stand to loose about 4 pounds to get the brad pit fight club six pack. It would be easier but I eat shit loads especially for dinner which is the worst time for a big meal. I also cook so it makes it harder. Well I've noticed K is the perfect appetite suppressant. It not like coke where you don't want to eat anything, but it just tones down your appetite. So now I just eat a normal healthy meal for dinner, take a rail, and I'm not hungry anymore like a normally would be. On Sunday, I do many rails to the point where I'm so fried that I'm able to fast the full 24 hours thus cleaning out my system. Since I got back from London 2 weeks ago, I've already lost five pounds!!!!
I also know what you mean about being able to do household chores on it, its nice to do a little and then clean the house or whatever, made the time fly by.
I've never really liked the trippy nature of it really, I did it with acid once and ended up just seeing blobs of colour and not being able to move, which was a bit odd.
I would adivse against using as an anitdepressant though, I mean its good at blocking out thoughts but sometimes that isnt the best thing.
If you're using drugs to escape from unpleasant feelings then you might be putting yourself at risk:
http://www.thesite.org/info/drugs/addiction/addiction.html
When I say fasting, I mean missing dinner one night or eating in a non gluttoness manner. "K" doesn't supress the appetite like coke, but for someone who loves to eat a lot of food, it makes it not such a top priority. A Buddhist lay man pratice strict moderation in meals and aren't allowed to eat after noon. My rapid weight loss has been 5 pounds over the course of 2 weeks with daily exercise included.
Bongbudda,
I would agree, using "K" as an antidepressant probably isn't a good thing. However, b/c I'm far from depressed, an occasional dosage of "K" seems to really enhance my already positive mental attitude. Its doing it on a regular basis ove an extended period of time that starts to weigh like a monkey on your shoulders and can potentialy be problematic. I also use to love to come home do a rail, and take the dogs for a walk and kinda float down the street.
As far as dancing on music, maybe kay isn't the best when it comes to speed dancing to jungle, but it does wonders to music in my opinion. I remember once standing on the beach in south beach Miami between to huge speakers and ltj bukem and mc conrad on "k" and being blown away. It also is a great late night follow up to "X". when the "x" no longer hits a peak, you can take a group of friends home, put on some dub, and start the adventures of the night all over again at a whole new level. "K" is also pretty fucking cool on sex. It makes me last twice as long and makes the whole experience surreal allowing you to almost melt into your partner and share subconscious thoughts. It also use to make my partner have 2 or 3 times the amount of orgasms.
Bit i found wierd was for about an hour i just sat infront of a mirror looking at myself thinking 'is that really me'...i finnally got up went to lie on my m8s floor and all of a sudden i had no idea where i was
i think im just gonna stick to getting stoned...i like that
I tried K when I was a bit younger and remember it was a strange but fun experience.
I tried it again recently while i was quite pissed at a party in a barn. All was good at first as I thought everything looked like an old rave from the early 90's (like sterns nightclub in worthing!!) but then i did one more small line, and after about 10 mins something seemed to click inside my head like a switch going on, and everything went very odd and nasty!!
it felt to me like i was trapped in my own head and possibly going completely mad :shocking:
appparently m8 mates had to carry me down the stairs and outside as i couldnt stand up or walk!!
luckily it didnt last too long and i felt better after a while
Dont think ill be doing anymore...ill stick to M.D.M.A form now on lol
it does indeed... Ketamine is the drug I was addicted too and was really hard to stop... take me ages to completly stop...
No worries
At least give a reason for Martin_Bashir and myself to add a comment
EDIT: And Welcome to the boards btw
Start a new thread about it mate :yes:
this thread is dead
pssst, text talk does not go down too well neither
is there anything that does go down allright in here?????????