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My first, and probably best, experience with E was at gatecrasher. Can't beat the lasers and pounding bass that really makes you feel the experience. They were green ones, can't remember the design though. One of the people I was with wanted some pills, so I searched and got some for her, but she totally freaked out on them and left! But I carried on strong with the rest Good times.
second time i took E was in a rave in south london with some friends. it was heart shaped but had no effect for 3 hours apart from the urge to move my arms constantly. we felt we weren't there so we bought some pure E (MDMA) and less then an hour later my gosh things changed. the music was everywhere, i couldn't stop smiling at everyone and the feeling of water being flicked and poured over everyone was really nice. i'm not sure if i'm allowed to say this but it felt like 4 hours of being so turned on by everything. my favourite moment was on the dancefloor amoung hundreds of people,I closed my eyes and it felt like i was the only person in the room dancing and listening to the music. I held my hands up against the speaker (which was bigger then myself) and for five, ten minutes (maybe more) i stood there and felt all the vibration run everywhere in me. it was crazy.
the next two day i didn't feel depressed but i did loose my appetite to step outside the house. i stayed in my pj's for two days, anything too loud gave me a splittin headache but i was very relaxed, i smiled at my family alot. it was a good comedown. not saying i'd recommend it to anyone but people sell different stuff and the effect the have are very different. I wouldn't recommend trying for the first time from strangers and without friends. if it doesn't feel good at first it's not going to be a good comedown at the least.
i wouldn't say i'd have the urge to do it again, i like to think of it as a treat. i'm a bit health wise i guess!
Once a month is about all I think the brain can handle.
ive had quite a few mind blowing pill expierences, and gatecrashers lasers and bass is definatly one of them :thumb:
mdma is definatly a wonderful drug if you're the type of person that can see it as an occassional treat and only take it every once in a while .. its a right cunt tho if you have an addictive personality (iim terrible with most drugs tho)
i think its definaty the worst for the 'weekend loop'
I'm glad u guys appreciate my long thread... didn't know i had it in me:)
Well back again... same time as last week and had another mash up night at discotheques defected night... wicked music and crowd...
I made a real big effort to cut down tonight... only had 2 instead of the usual 7 min... spaced em out 2 hours and was quite nice really... though quite an experience to actually be dancing with my head still screwed on.
It had gotten to the point where I needed so many to get a decent high that I would get really battered and wasted... tonight was nice and for the first time in ages I could converse with people normally without rambling on about gibberish at warp speed;).
Last weekends experience had brought back memories of how P's had ruined my life... I felt so angry with myself for being so vulnerable and weak again and letting it take over my life again... I knew I was goin down a long loneley and narrow road with no exits.
But I have a big job interview this thursday and its my second chance... if i do get it (fingers cross)... I will most likely not go clubbing anymore as I have rearranged my priorities in life... sounds boring but I think its time to hang up the glow sticks and vip tickets.
Well I'll keep you posted... nice to hear comments and advice on here... my friends think I'm some sort of criminal and outcast but I feel that they don't really understand what I'm going through at the moment.
Thanks again
Mikeybaby
Where you taking anti-depressants at the time?
was about to ask the same thing
Most fucked I've ever been was when I took 5 in one go...climbing the walls so I was.
Absolutly no way of dancing on them but the best rushes ive ever had of any pills in my life....BRING BACK SNOWBALLS!! (the original recipe please!!)
being good price at the moment £20 a gram and good shit!