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Well heres my story for tonight...
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Got paid today - been tired tonight so thought I'd do a quiet one and just have a few beers down my local.
I had been out of work for around 13 weeks since June until about 6 weeks ago and for the past 2 years had been a proper 'coke head' - (but i'm not addicted hahaha - thats what they all say). Well obviously due to the fact that I was out of work I had to knock it on the head completley for those 13 weeks. Funny thing was it was amazing how easy it was because I knew I couldn't get it, wasn't going out etc... Since back at work I have been doing it now and again - round about 20% compared to what I was doing.
Back to the subject of the quiet one down the local :
As I was worried about developing the habbit again I just took 20 quid out with me and went to the boring area of my town with plans to get pissed and maybe even have a kebab (then regret that to due to the fact I cant get the 'king taste out of my mouth the next morning despite brushing my teeth several thousand times - but thats another story).
Anyway to cut a long story short after the 6th or 7th pint ( I forget which, if its a bloke I'll say 8th to impress them, if its a bird I'll say 3rd so as not too seem like a pisshead) suddenly my alter ego mickey came out and decided that I did infact NEED coke and not the quiet night and Saturday morning sleep I promised myself. Mickey couldn't get coke so got crack instead - smoked it (which I've done before a few times now and again) and thought haha, how do people get addicted to this 1min buzz, I prefer coke - can I unwash it and snort it lol.
There's no real moral to this story - its just a case of me doing something which I always wondered how a lot of the other sound people on this newsgroup managed to do - post their experiences, almost as they experience them (other than the smoking part - I'm at home now).
I suppose if there was a moral, or I would rather call it a confirmation it would be :
ALCOHOL REALLY DOES LOWER YOUR INIBITIONS
Hope you like this - I think its descriptive and quite witty.
P.S Cocaine makes you arogant by the way...
:crazyeyes Moderation is the key - think I'll have that sleep I promised myself soon.
I had been out of work for around 13 weeks since June until about 6 weeks ago and for the past 2 years had been a proper 'coke head' - (but i'm not addicted hahaha - thats what they all say). Well obviously due to the fact that I was out of work I had to knock it on the head completley for those 13 weeks. Funny thing was it was amazing how easy it was because I knew I couldn't get it, wasn't going out etc... Since back at work I have been doing it now and again - round about 20% compared to what I was doing.
Back to the subject of the quiet one down the local :
As I was worried about developing the habbit again I just took 20 quid out with me and went to the boring area of my town with plans to get pissed and maybe even have a kebab (then regret that to due to the fact I cant get the 'king taste out of my mouth the next morning despite brushing my teeth several thousand times - but thats another story).
Anyway to cut a long story short after the 6th or 7th pint ( I forget which, if its a bloke I'll say 8th to impress them, if its a bird I'll say 3rd so as not too seem like a pisshead) suddenly my alter ego mickey came out and decided that I did infact NEED coke and not the quiet night and Saturday morning sleep I promised myself. Mickey couldn't get coke so got crack instead - smoked it (which I've done before a few times now and again) and thought haha, how do people get addicted to this 1min buzz, I prefer coke - can I unwash it and snort it lol.
There's no real moral to this story - its just a case of me doing something which I always wondered how a lot of the other sound people on this newsgroup managed to do - post their experiences, almost as they experience them (other than the smoking part - I'm at home now).
I suppose if there was a moral, or I would rather call it a confirmation it would be :
ALCOHOL REALLY DOES LOWER YOUR INIBITIONS
Hope you like this - I think its descriptive and quite witty.
P.S Cocaine makes you arogant by the way...
:crazyeyes Moderation is the key - think I'll have that sleep I promised myself soon.
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Your post reminds me off some nights I used to have, promising not to do pills, get pissed then end up off your head. Ah well.
Haha, can completely relate. Ive been trying hard not to smoke anything, or pop anything for a while now. But all I need is a few drinks to many and someone who can get on, and my alter ego "Elroy" always tells me...
"you know you cant top your night any other way"
I guess at that stage, deciding to or not to do drugs is like deciding am I gonna fuck that ugly chick or am I not. LOL, I like your night's experience, it reminds me of friday nights...