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Jelous.
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So about six months ago I just stopped doing anything. I did quite a few drugs and just stopped. I dont even smoke cigarettes anymore. I just quit because I stopped hanging around the people I did it with (all but one, and her husband), I had to be stone sober for my work, as I had to pass a drug test to get the job and there are random tests and because my fiance absoutly despises them and quie honestly looks down on those that do.
But I had gone out to lunch today with this friend whos still into that. She shared some stories of her husband and her stoned and rolling. I just got so jelous. I wanted to smoke, I wanted to roll I wanted it all again. My high times were honestly the best times of my life. I want it back. I was rarely mad, I was rarely sad. I was never bored. I want that. I just want to smoke a bowl and laugh and cruise and just live like that again.
But I can't. And it actually pisses me off. It makes me sad.
But I had gone out to lunch today with this friend whos still into that. She shared some stories of her husband and her stoned and rolling. I just got so jelous. I wanted to smoke, I wanted to roll I wanted it all again. My high times were honestly the best times of my life. I want it back. I was rarely mad, I was rarely sad. I was never bored. I want that. I just want to smoke a bowl and laugh and cruise and just live like that again.
But I can't. And it actually pisses me off. It makes me sad.
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Also, I love how Americans say "rolling" for being on E's.
GHB, and virtually any of the hallucinogens wont show up on tests.
Not that I am recommending that though.
Yeah, his liver probably is looking better.