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I think that I need help
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I am so depressed. I hate myself. I have got the idea in my head that I am ugly, and fat (size 14) and that no man would ever sleep with me because I am fat. I would never let anyone see me naked!
I am a confident person, and I don't care what people think, it's what I think about myself. That's why my family don't understand what I mean, because I am so confident, about everything but myself. I am getting to the point where I like to hurt myself, Self Harm or whatever, not to watch myself bleed but to scar myself. It started off with scratches, then to 1/2 centimeter long deeper cuts, now they are an inch and really deep. And I pick them to make sure that they scar.
I have huge boobs (34F) that make me more self concious than I already am, because I know that guys aren't looking at my face and thinking "yeah she fit" or "shes a minger" they're thinking "jesus how big are her tits?" I get dirty old men staring at me in te street, anything from 30-60+ but people my own age, 17 aren't interested and don't even glance at my face. i think that if I don't get help soon I might hurt myself badly, I know i shouldn't but it feels like I cant control it. I don't understand.
I am a confident person, and I don't care what people think, it's what I think about myself. That's why my family don't understand what I mean, because I am so confident, about everything but myself. I am getting to the point where I like to hurt myself, Self Harm or whatever, not to watch myself bleed but to scar myself. It started off with scratches, then to 1/2 centimeter long deeper cuts, now they are an inch and really deep. And I pick them to make sure that they scar.
I have huge boobs (34F) that make me more self concious than I already am, because I know that guys aren't looking at my face and thinking "yeah she fit" or "shes a minger" they're thinking "jesus how big are her tits?" I get dirty old men staring at me in te street, anything from 30-60+ but people my own age, 17 aren't interested and don't even glance at my face. i think that if I don't get help soon I might hurt myself badly, I know i shouldn't but it feels like I cant control it. I don't understand.
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I'm really sorry about the reception you got from tophizzle, but as you can see he/she's been banned.
I'm going to move this thread into health because you'll get many more useful responses in there. I'm also really sorry you're feeling this way *hugs*. Thought you might find some of the info here and here useful.
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