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it's a scary topic for me. my first girlfriend was very shy about this specifically at first, but she finally did make it out. right from the start I knew she wanted to be dominated, which I was uncomfortable with, but I slowly grew used to it. then one day she asked me to slap her, like, on her face. I just said no, 'cause I thought it was just too much. didn't want to do that to her, couldn't bear it.
anyhow, we broke up ages ago, and ever since then I've regretted my decision. now, as sick and disgusting as it sounds, I wish I had slapped her. and it's not cause I wanted to hurt her 'cause she was later mean to me or anything like that. it's that I actually get turned on by thinking about slapping her.
and now, at the moment, I have a new girlfriend who's absolutely amazing. I love her very much and so I could never bear to hurt her, just like the last one. I do *not* want to hurt her. and I don't think she's into being dominated like the last one was. and yet, I still have this incredible urge to slap her.
bah. don't really know why I'm posting this. advice? thoughts? any of you ever felt like this? *sigh*
anyhow, we broke up ages ago, and ever since then I've regretted my decision. now, as sick and disgusting as it sounds, I wish I had slapped her. and it's not cause I wanted to hurt her 'cause she was later mean to me or anything like that. it's that I actually get turned on by thinking about slapping her.
and now, at the moment, I have a new girlfriend who's absolutely amazing. I love her very much and so I could never bear to hurt her, just like the last one. I do *not* want to hurt her. and I don't think she's into being dominated like the last one was. and yet, I still have this incredible urge to slap her.
bah. don't really know why I'm posting this. advice? thoughts? any of you ever felt like this? *sigh*
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Or so she could go to people and say that you hit her?
girls can be quite mean and bitchy when they want.
not saying all girls, and im not saying that is the actuall answer.
Just trying to put my 2 cents in and maybe but something out there that could be a worth while answer.
Maybe she's just awakened a part of you up that likes to dominate. Sounds like you miss that a bit now, and wish your current girlfriend was a bit more exciting? Or kinky?