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I know full well that this may sound odd, childish, messed up etc. I also am prepared for the likelyhood I might get burnt for it!
But is this situation familiar to anyone?
I'll be in a room, full of my nearest and dearest, having a drink, chatting, watching a film, you know, the usual. Then i'll look at one of my friends and suddenly I feel an overwhelming disliking for them.
Just for a moment, I look at them and feel so far from them, the way they look, act, talk - everything about them repulses me. It's bloody awful, maybe I'm subconciously such an arrogant twat that I put myself above them or something, I don't know.
It's not specific to one individual, it's happened with pretty much everyone, including my ex gf, (at the time when she wasn't ex!)
It's not happening as much lately, but it has happened far too frequently in the past and it worries me, because these are people who I love and hold in very high regard, so how can my emotions be so temperamental as to actually feel like this?
What's worse is that I'm 20 years old now, I shouldn't be having rediculously childish mood swings should I!
Anyway...
But is this situation familiar to anyone?
I'll be in a room, full of my nearest and dearest, having a drink, chatting, watching a film, you know, the usual. Then i'll look at one of my friends and suddenly I feel an overwhelming disliking for them.
Just for a moment, I look at them and feel so far from them, the way they look, act, talk - everything about them repulses me. It's bloody awful, maybe I'm subconciously such an arrogant twat that I put myself above them or something, I don't know.
It's not specific to one individual, it's happened with pretty much everyone, including my ex gf, (at the time when she wasn't ex!)
It's not happening as much lately, but it has happened far too frequently in the past and it worries me, because these are people who I love and hold in very high regard, so how can my emotions be so temperamental as to actually feel like this?
What's worse is that I'm 20 years old now, I shouldn't be having rediculously childish mood swings should I!
Anyway...
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i do that too sometimes. then it passes and i have no idea why i thought it
I do this all the time! Il be stood there an i'll just suddenly think, get away from me!