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Before I launch into a post where i'm not sure how I will come out the other side I would like to say hi as I just registered :wave:
Anyway, heres the bacon. I have been with my girlfriend for a few years now and I am now 21. She was the first and remains the only person I have slept with. She had slept with a few men before my good self.
Thing is, sometimes I feel like :chin: Not sure how to explain it. I'm not thinking that i'm 'missing out' on anything as such, just that if I was to die (in many years!) with her being the only person to have ever saw me naked I would possibly feel disappointed. Not sure why disappointed though. I don't want to see how many I could bed or anything but life is all about experiences. Having sex is an experience which differs with every different person. I want to live life to the fullest I can and experience as much I can.
God that makes me sound fucking stupid doesn't it?! I don't want to come across saying I want to sleep with as many woman as possible in my lifetime!
You can see why I choose my username... :crazyeyes
I love my girlfriend very much and couldn't imagine life without her and don't plan on cheating on her. This is just something I will need to accept as the way my life has shaped up so far.
Has anyone else been in a similar situation?
Anyway, heres the bacon. I have been with my girlfriend for a few years now and I am now 21. She was the first and remains the only person I have slept with. She had slept with a few men before my good self.
Thing is, sometimes I feel like :chin: Not sure how to explain it. I'm not thinking that i'm 'missing out' on anything as such, just that if I was to die (in many years!) with her being the only person to have ever saw me naked I would possibly feel disappointed. Not sure why disappointed though. I don't want to see how many I could bed or anything but life is all about experiences. Having sex is an experience which differs with every different person. I want to live life to the fullest I can and experience as much I can.
God that makes me sound fucking stupid doesn't it?! I don't want to come across saying I want to sleep with as many woman as possible in my lifetime!
You can see why I choose my username... :crazyeyes
I love my girlfriend very much and couldn't imagine life without her and don't plan on cheating on her. This is just something I will need to accept as the way my life has shaped up so far.
Has anyone else been in a similar situation?
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