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why do i do it

Former MemberFormer Member Posts: 1,876,323 The Mix Honorary Guru
Right i went out this wk end and got completely pilled up and as i usually do i went out and had a good laugh but what i realised was that before i started doing pills (E) (not ketimin and all that shit) i used to go out and have a great time.if u get wot i mean.

its like i forgot what a good time i used to have before i did pills and although i want to stop taking them i dont think i can,not coz im addicted to them but coz ALL of my mates do it and i know id b the 1 left out if i did stop.

Also lately when ive been smoking draw i noticed that i start to see things from another persons point of view like not my view , like some body new to the situation , like an unbiest look on the situation that im in. if any body knows what im bolloxing on about then id love to hear from you

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  • Former MemberFormer Member Posts: 1,876,323 The Mix Honorary Guru
    Originally posted by electric-e:
    Right i went out this wk end and got completely pilled up and as i usually do i went out and had a good

    its like i forgot what a good time i used to have before i did pills

    I know totally what you mean!

    The club I go to on Fridays is open till seven in the morning, at which point we normally go back to someones house for a smoke.

    I went out a few weeks ago and didn't take any pills and had the worst night out i've ever had. When seven o'clock eventually came round I was so tired that I had to go home and sleep for the rest of the day.

    Even in clubs that close at two I find myself getting really bored if i'm not on pills. Maybe i'm just going to the wrong clubs(?).

    "I feel great", I lied(to save your feelings)
  • Girl-From-MarsGirl-From-Mars Posts: 2,822 Boards Guru
    i dont think i could go to a club without alcohol... i mean id be too self conscious to dance anyway coz i dont dance normally until ive had a few drinks and feel a it stupid until ive got into it and got a bit more drunk.

    so i can see that if you're used to being on pills, then going out without them wouldnt be as good. but then i guess, you have to decide, stay on pills your whole life when you wanna go out, or just make do with alcohol and go back to having a good tiem without them.

    ive got no experience with drugs to be honest so i couldnt help you with the last bit!

    Burn baby burn!
  • Former MemberFormer Member Posts: 1,876,323 The Mix Honorary Guru
    Originally posted by Girl-From-Mars:
    i dont think i could go to a club without alcohol... i mean id be too self conscious to dance anyway coz i dont dance normally until ive had a few drinks and feel a it stupid until ive got into it and got a bit more drunk.

    That's exactly what it's like! The musics always shit earlier on in the night anyway.

    "I feel great", I lied(to save your feelings)
  • Former MemberFormer Member Posts: 1,876,323 The Mix Honorary Guru
    You know when u have a break from pills for a couple of weeks, like if u take em all the time that is, just dont go out for two weeks and then go out and get absolutely smashed on beer n its fuckin mint! You realise that you dont need em n that you can actually have a good time wivout em.

    Its shit to think u have to take em or else ull b the odd one out, me n my couple of m8s i done em wiv all the time it werent like that wiv us, we could all b pilled up or have just one of us pilled up but wed all have a buzz cos of how close we was n the kind of sorta like 'bond' n understandin of each other we had.

    I mean most of the time if someone was pilled up the others would b when they drunk enuff beer cos theyd b like oh i wanna b like u r now but not always.

    I reckon just try and have a couple of weeks break from em then go get pissed n ull see pills rnt the b all n end all.

    If u ave a shit time nuffins stoppin u goin gettin pilled up the next week.
  • Former MemberFormer Member Posts: 1,876,323 The Mix Honorary Guru
    Right, did a bit of research into this last week when I was wacked and Spirit has a point...

    Basically the way MDMA works is by releasing all the Seritone your brain stores at once, thats why if you get pilled up the following night its not as good because all the Seritone is gone and your brain hasn't had time to replenish its resources and therefore the only feelings you get from the pill is any by-products within it (ie. anphetamine etc.).. this replenishment is done gradually over a 2 week period by a chemical the brain produces called 5-HTP, thats why people can feel depressed after a heavy weekend for a week or so...

    Ideally with MDMA you should only take it say once a month or twice at most (not that I live up to this either.. but I should) and also you should take 5-HTP tablets (which you can buy from Health Shops) during the week to help replenish your Seritone...
  • Girl-From-MarsGirl-From-Mars Posts: 2,822 Boards Guru
    Originally posted by Justin Credible:
    ... Seritone ...

    serotonin <IMG alt="image" SRC="http://www.thesite.org/ubb/smile.gif"&gt;

    sorry im incredibly picky about spelling words and grammar and punctuation and stuff lol! <IMG alt="image" SRC="http://www.thesite.org/ubb/biggrin.gif"&gt;



    Burn baby burn!
  • Former MemberFormer Member Posts: 1,876,323 The Mix Honorary Guru
    I no wat u r saying. I used to be able to have a laugh without drugs (actually, thats load of bull coz Ive done them since I was well young and before that I was shitty anyway so forget what I just said!). Anyway I cant go out to a club and not take something, well I could but I would hate it big time. I think Im not normal when it comes to drugs though coz I cant even watch a film about drugs without having some after!!! Sorry just ignore me, Im trying to say that once u get used to going out on drugs its a bit of a let down when u do it on nothing. But like spirit said if u dont drink for ages and then go back to it its better than u think it will be.
  • Former MemberFormer Member Posts: 1,876,323 The Mix Honorary Guru
    yeah like im not a heavy pill user i just do it bout every 3 wks or so. but i was just wondering another thing has n e body eva had a bad experience wiv pills or known ne1 else who has?
    its probably me just having a 6 month crises here (thats how long ive regualy been taking pills 4,although i did my first 1 about a yr an a hlf ago)but im really starting 2 warry bout wot im doing,i know that theres always gonna b an element of danger with taking them but i do try and do it as safely as i can.

    Like i do hlaf first c wot its like and then drop the other 1 1/2 (i only eva do 2 at a time no more 4 some reason thats enough 4 me 4 the wkend)

    and can n e 1 relate to my last comment on my original post?

    i just get well annoyed when im stoned and 4 some reason think that im better than every one else which really gets up my circle of friends noses (Which i really dont blame them 4 coz i piss my self off)

    If any body has a cure 4 this that works i will love them 4 eva thanks


    "M"
  • Girl-From-MarsGirl-From-Mars Posts: 2,822 Boards Guru
    yeah i know one topic about bad times on drugs... well bad effects of them more like.
    http://www.thesite.org/ubb/Forum8/HTML/000137.html

    Burn baby burn!
  • Former MemberFormer Member Posts: 1,876,323 The Mix Honorary Guru
    oooooh my old thread gonna have to go and post in that now
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