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What was your first expirience on E like?
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I'm fairly new to taking e. The first time I tried it was July this year, my very first night in Ibiza! I had always been curious as to what being on e would be like and was in the same boat as 2 of my mates. There was 6 of us altogether: 2 had done them before, 3 (including me) were curious but scared, and 1 who was against it. And we were sitting on the beach at Cafe Mambo at about 12am, a bit stoned, pretty damn drunk, and the 2 mates who had taken e before had already got their hands on some. Me and my 2 mates were speaking about whether we'd ever take one for quite a while before. Now we were actually in a situation where we could take one. Being pretty drunk made me a lot less nervious as I had always been scared of "killer pills" and that it was not that unlikely to get a dodgy one (I know better now). With this in mind, me and my 2 mates dropped just a quarter each! We waited to see what would happen. It was acting really exciting (I thought I might have panicked and thought too much that it could have been a dodgy pill), we kept asking each other if we felt anything and we did start to feel a bit of a buzz. So we took another quarter each. Bit more of a buzz. Then after a while, one of our expirienced mates said that we should take a half at once to make up a whole dosage and to get us proper "loved up". We had started drinking water by now. We started making our way to Eden for Judgement Sunday and we bought pills along the way. We were standing in the street with them and then a group of policeman walked round the corner!! Everyone else had dropped their amount except me. Getting searched from the police was common. I waited for them to look the other way for a split second and dropped it!! They didn't see! So we got to the queue for Eden. As soon as I walked in the mian doors, just the combination of the massive club, the music, and the e and everything just all hit me at once!! It was just blown away by it all! Then after finding our way about the place, we headed for the dancefloor because we were dying to bust a move! The Judge was on the decks playing his usual bangin' tunes!We got right in amoungst the crowd and started dancing away. Then the whole scale of the thing hit me, I couldn't belive I was really here! Dancing like fuck, on ecstasy, to Judge Jules at Judgement Sunday @ Eden in Ibiza!! And to top it off, this little stunner on the dancefloor was kept eyeing me up and trying to dance with me like mad and I didn't even notice cos I was having such a good time!! She had to slowly back into me and rub my dick with her ass for me to get the hint! One of the best nights of my life!!!
[This message has been edited by BARTONIOUS (edited 12-11-2001).]
[This message has been edited by BARTONIOUS (edited 12-11-2001).]
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If you don't plan it, nothing can go wrong
I took my first half in the house before we went out. At first nothing happened, but when we got to the club I suddenly felt the rush. I was panicky at first because the change was so sudden, like an explosion in my head. But then I felt so good. For the first time in ages I didn't feel at all anxious, and when I looked in the mirror in the bathroom I saw someone pretty smiling back at me. I'd never experienced anything like that on alcohol.
I didn't sleep at all that night, becoming increasingly paranoid, unable to ignore the twitches in my arms as legs as I lay there unable to drop off. And I have to say that the comedown was horrible for me. I felt ill, didn't want to eat, and had never been as paranoid in my life. I felt as if one of my eyes was moving faster than the other, and couldn't stand it. We went to the pub on the Saturday evening but I felt so panicky that I had to go home in tears, and it didn't end there.
On the Monday I had the biggest, most terrifying panic attack of my life, and for the next two weeks I was very down. I went to stay with my parentsand I couldn't even look my mother in the eye because I felt so paranoid.
So basically, I'm not taking E again in a million years.
However, I don;t think it's a bad drug at all. It's safer than fishing, cheap and makes you feel great. I had anxiety/depression problems before I tried E that I was trying not to notice, and the whole experience just made that worse. If you have mental health problems already, then stay off E or they only seem to get worse when your serotonin levels drop...
meep?
I think that was the most wicked pill I have ever tried. Now even I took 3 or 4 at one night, the result was not so spectacular.
Next time you visit that place can you please ensure i'm around please ! don't be offended if a ask to use contraception though ! x !
Realising that I wouldnt be able to last the 18 hours on alcohol alone I had to make a decision of what to take. My first thought was Speed as I hadnt heard anything dangerous about it. Then after talking to a number of people and being told about the comedown I soon changed my mind. They then suggested Ecstacy. My initial reaction was No Way but then I done some research into E's on the net weighed up the pros & cons and decided to go for it.
I must first add that I was with people I trusted and experienced takers of E.
I took half first of all and about half an hour later still nothing had happend. Me and a friend were sat down crossed legged at the back of one of the tents when all of a sudden my body just started moving to the music my leg was going up and down and my right arm went into a world of its own moving to the beat. That was it I had to get up straight away and dance and I wanted to get close to the DJ. But I wanted my own little space to be able to dance my tits off.
Half an hour later the pill started to ware off and Id given the other half to a friend as I thought a half would be enough. One minute I was paranoid the next I was rushing and the next I felt normal. All the time I was talking to myself inside my head. I told my friend what was going on and he said you need another pill. So he went off and got me one. After I'd taken that I was ok and just spent most of the night dancing. The one thing I remember is I kept thinking music had never sounded this good and before I never really appreciated strobe lights really couldnt see the point but when I was off my face they were superb.
After about 3 hours of dancing I decided to go for a walk. I must have walked around the site about 20 times. I just didnt want to stop.
I then sat down by the bumper cars and chatted away to complete strangers for what seemed like a few minutes but turned out to be hours!
The two pills made me react to my friend very differently. The first half I took I was really loved up with him and didnt want to talk to anyone else. After taking the second one I didnt want to know him. I wanted him to be there cause he made me feel safe but I didnt want to talk or dance with him, I wanted to meet new people.
I really enjoyed it and when I think about that night it always makes me tingle inside and especially when I here Roger Sanchez's Another Chance that was definately my song for that experience.
Sorry its a bit long!
Guarenteed I'll never get a feeling like that again. The first buzz is always the best.
Too true.... I would love to be able to take my first one again....
got i m getting very excited... no, it is just amazing!