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final try (i said that last time)

MixBotMixBot Posts: 8,656 Automated Account
im now more determined than ever to clean up off rock.

I am up BTW but im confident it was my last hit cos i had the last hit mentality (enjoy it, take it deep etc) before i did it, so hopefully i wont make anymore excuses.

or is this just another useless stab like all the other tries? at least my eyes are a bit better.

BTW may be gone for a few days.
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Comments

  • Former MemberFormer Member Posts: 1,876,324 The Mix Honorary Guru
    Good luck Harry!!! <IMG alt="image" SRC="http://www.thesite.org/ubb/smile.gif"&gt;
  • Former MemberFormer Member Posts: 1,876,324 The Mix Honorary Guru
    didn't i have fun today,

    bloody storm, tipping down 24/7, i was out of course in this but i was so cold and wet it kinda kept me from getting any more cos my dealer wasn't there and im out of rock <IMG alt="image" SRC="http://www.thesite.org/ubb/frown.gif"&gt;

    feeling bloody shit n all, but im still clean so thats good, i think, i dont feel good.
  • Former MemberFormer Member Posts: 1,876,324 The Mix Honorary Guru

    youre gonna feel bad at first but if u stay clean itll get better,
    keep up the good work!
  • Former MemberFormer Member Posts: 1,876,324 The Mix Honorary Guru
    it hurts so bad. the pain is so intense its like hell. im back on for now.

    plan...

    as far as my knowedle goes there are no detox drugs for crack and coke (i may be wrong). ive been trying to get some morphine to help with the pain and maybe some rophynol. typically no-one has any, but a mates got a load of methadone he got from a pharmacy, wont help with crack but will with heroin....

    plan..

    get back on heroin, should cancel out all crack withdrawals, the pain, the lot. then...methadone....as long as my heroin habit doesn't go too far it should be easy

    BTW ur supposed to be able to go 4 days on 1/4gram a day of heroin and get no withdrawals at all.

    if i go just a few days and try and avoid tolerance i should be able to settle any cravings i might get with methadone.

    now for step 1....
  • Girl-From-MarsGirl-From-Mars Mega Poster Posts: 2,822
    well that sounds like a stupid plan to me, going 2 steps back in order to go one step forwards. cant you see a doc or something and get him to help you, instead of going back on heroin and then getting illegal methadone to try and stop any cravings for either drug? sounds insane to me. if youre serious about comign off them totally, you should see a doc.

    If you don't know where you're going, you'll probably end up somewhere else.
  • Former MemberFormer Member Posts: 1,876,324 The Mix Honorary Guru
    Originally posted by Girl-From-Mars:
    well that sounds like a stupid plan to me, going 2 steps back in order to go one step forwards. cant you see a doc or something and get him to help you, instead of going back on heroin and then getting illegal methadone to try and stop any cravings for either drug? sounds insane to me. if youre serious about comign off them totally, you should see a doc.


    Totally agreed.

  • Former MemberFormer Member Posts: 1,876,324 The Mix Honorary Guru
    but it should work, cos with methadone and no physical tolerance to heroin i should be able to kick heroin easily.

    I should get some skag tomorrow, get me off the crack and then methadone will get me off the smack.
  • Former MemberFormer Member Posts: 1,876,324 The Mix Honorary Guru
    Harry Im not being mean here but Im really starting to loose my rag now! What is the point in doin wat u r saying, u r simply replacing one drug for another and Im telling u it aint gonna work. Its just pathetic Harry...and if u r well serios about coming off then Id agree with gfm and say u need to see a docter coz u obviosly aint gonna do it on your own.
  • Former MemberFormer Member Posts: 1,876,324 The Mix Honorary Guru
    ill go to the docs when im good and ready but theres not much point as theres nothing he can do about crack, while heroin can be countered with methadone.

    i still think its a good idea, any crack withdrawals will be canceled out from heroin (luckily its a painkiller) and then i was planning to go to the docs for treatment.
  • Former MemberFormer Member Posts: 1,876,324 The Mix Honorary Guru
    Originally posted by clara:

    youre gonna feel bad at first but if u stay clean itll get better,
    keep up the good work!

    Sorry Clara, I haven't said hi to you. Hi & welcome to thesite. My niece is called Clara!!

    j9



    I had a life once, but I stopped feeding it so one day it just walked away.

    MTS ^5 ;)
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