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Former MemberFormer Member Posts: 1,876,324 The Mix Honorary Guru
every morning i wake up wishin i was dead i think bout killin my self 5-10 time aday iv tryed at least 10 times been in hosptal 7 times. i cut myself everyday im coved in scars. i cant see neway out no1 understands me.i talked to my gf but she lives 550miles away and really doesnt understand how i feel i cant see ne other way out than killin myself

pleaseeee help me wot can i do?

i want to kill myself but promised my gf i wouldnt
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  • Former MemberFormer Member Posts: 1,876,324 The Mix Honorary Guru
    I dont know to much about the subject but Im sure you are doing the right thing by trying to talk about it.

    I know its not the same but when I feel Blue, I have a happy thought.
    It was the first time I saw monkeys in the zoo, maybe it was because I spent the whole ay eatin ice cream, or the way the monkeys behaved, swinging aroung and squaking. but what I can remember was how much I laughed.
    I have used this many times but I know when this does not work I must have plenty more.

    Do you have anything, that just thinking about makes you feel beter?




    wise men talk because they have somthing to say, fools talk because they have to say somthing.
  • Former MemberFormer Member Posts: 1,876,324 The Mix Honorary Guru
    thanx for ur reply no i dont have nethink my life is a whole mess only thing make me bit beta is my gf but i never see her and i get more depressed thinkin bout not bein with her and i start acusin her of cheatin on me and get suicidall me bein alive is just 1 big mistake
  • Former MemberFormer Member Posts: 1,876,324 The Mix Honorary Guru
    I dont know what to suggest but I am always willing to talk (type) if you think it will help.

    wise men talk because they have somthing to say, fools talk because they have to say somthing.
  • Former MemberFormer Member Posts: 1,876,324 The Mix Honorary Guru
    thanx its nice to know sum1 cares!
  • Former MemberFormer Member Posts: 1,876,324 The Mix Honorary Guru
    ((((((((((jon)))))))))))) I'm so sorry you feel like this, although i'm sure you don't want sympathy. You shouldn't feel like this, and you definately shouldn't have to go through it alone. Anytime you need to chat, just e-mail me - i'll do wotever i can to help. Perhaps you should go to a doctor, or counsellor. They are willing to listen...i often feel the same as you, excpet i've only taken an overdose once. I'm bulimic, and i cut. I can't say i know how it feels to be you, but i know wot its like to want to die. (from girl, interrupted) 'You try to hurt urself on the outside to try and kill the thing on the inside.' This is wot i feel like, and i think this is how you feel.
    Can i ask - wot do u think has triggered this off? how long have u felt like this?

    Chat 2 me anytime - i'm always on msn messenger, and i'll do anything i can.

    Hope u feel better
    xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx
  • Former MemberFormer Member Posts: 1,876,324 The Mix Honorary Guru
    I know its not the same but on a smaller i scale like when i wake up in the morning i think why am i bothering everyday going to school i dont have any fun, but u have t go out and do something u really enjoy no matter what it is and it changes a lot, when ur down u think o im going out tomorrow night that'll be fun, and why not stay alive for ur g/f show everyone u can cope, and maybe take something up that costs money, like o if i go to work today ill be able to get that new tennis racket, or something like thatgd luck man

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  • Former MemberFormer Member Posts: 1,876,324 The Mix Honorary Guru
    can i ask how old you are Jon?

    i went through a very similar patch when i was going through my teens, in fact until i got married. i was 25.

    i'm now in my early 40's and for the most part i really enjoy life (i say "for the most part" as you're never gonna be happy all the time).

    are you working?
    why is your gf so far away? is she in uni?
    is it possible for you to go visit? if you're already doing this then maybe you could visit a little more frequently.

    don't give up hope. although it may not seem like it now things WILL get better.

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  • Former MemberFormer Member Posts: 1,876,324 The Mix Honorary Guru
    im 17. but it not just like normal teenager think there life is so unfair and stuff.iv been like this for 4 years after i let skool cos of teacher pickin on me for no reason and cos im schizophrenic.everyone has hurt me who i let get close to me cos of somethink that happend in my past.i cant totally trust ne1 and cos i didnt go to skool i cant get a remotly good job.

    my parents moved to scotland and gave me no say in it my girlfriend lives in wales she's doin a-leaves.

  • Former MemberFormer Member Posts: 1,876,324 The Mix Honorary Guru
    i thought ur g/f lived in aberdeen?
  • Former MemberFormer Member Posts: 1,876,324 The Mix Honorary Guru
    You gotta try and get help, maybe go and talk to ur doc, or a therapist.

    I know how you feel, but not to that extreme. Talk, please. Drugs and therapy may well help you.

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