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bulimia, self-harm and depression ...
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Hi, i'm new and only just discovered this site. This is hard to type as there is only really one person who knows everything about me. To cut a long story short, i have suffered from bulimia for over a year and a half, and have been cutting for just over six months. Over time, and after being to various GP's, pyschotherapists, and counsellors i have realised most of my problems stem from family problems. At school, things have become difficult as my friends don't know much because before i have had two close friends betray my confidence. This has made it hard to tell anyone else anything.
Not being able to talk to ppl at school makes things more difficult - i can't stop crying, and sometimes i would get so upset that i would be hysterical and wouldn't even be able to support myself and would collapse onto the ground.
One teacher knows everything, and she is a gr8 help. But when i've been talking to her, i get upset and she'll take me along to the nurse to calm down before i go back to lessons. The nurse has recently suggested that i may be suffering from depression, and this just make things more complicated and confusing for me.
I don't know why i decided to type this, but i suppose i'm just looking for some advice.
Not being able to talk to ppl at school makes things more difficult - i can't stop crying, and sometimes i would get so upset that i would be hysterical and wouldn't even be able to support myself and would collapse onto the ground.
One teacher knows everything, and she is a gr8 help. But when i've been talking to her, i get upset and she'll take me along to the nurse to calm down before i go back to lessons. The nurse has recently suggested that i may be suffering from depression, and this just make things more complicated and confusing for me.
I don't know why i decided to type this, but i suppose i'm just looking for some advice.
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Luv 'n' Peace
Luk
I think it's because I'm clumsy
I try not to talk to loud
I think it's because I'm crazy
I try not to act to proud
I too suffer from bulimia (see previous topic). Im slowly getting better. I also had depression about 1 1/2 yrs ago and when things go bad i tried self harming. I felt that i needed to cause myself pain because i had caused others pain if that makes sense?!
I never spoke to my mates about my problems because i was scared they wouldnt understand and think i was a freak or summit. My mum knew bout the self harming and depression and went skitz, she was sayin how i had to go n see a psychologist n all this. Luckily i eventually got over depression and the self harming didnt last very long. I hope you manage to sort some of your problems out and if you ever wanna talk <IMG alt="image" alt="image" SRC="http://www.thesite.org/ubb/smile.gif">
Please dont suffer alone, it only makes things worse.
Ive been through all of the above and various other crap. Im better now after having Liam (just had a baby) but also I spent some time in hospital which was probably the best place for me at the time.
I didnt really speak to anyone at school either as two of my friends opened their mouths, but I realise now it was only for my own good. Sometimes people tell other people coz they care not coz they wanna be two faced, but I dunno bout your situation. I also became really close with my PE teacher who was the one who first spotted me loosing weight. She wrote to me when I was in hospital and we have kept in contact ever since, she has been great! Anyway, u can always come on here and share your problems coz as u can see there are other people that have been there too so u aint alone <IMG alt="image" alt="image" SRC="http://www.thesite.org/ubb/smile.gif">
I think that u know what u r doing is wrong and I think that u want to sort it out. Maybe u should take a trip to the docter and maybe get referred to a counceller or psychiatrist who can help u deal with your feelings and find ways of living without harming yourself. Its pretty scary doing this but its the best thing in the end and there are obviosly things that u need to get out. U can always chat to everyone here <IMG alt="image" alt="image" SRC="http://www.thesite.org/ubb/smile.gif">