thought i would let u know........

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Well, i went on holiday. Haven't cut for about 2 and a half weeks....but almost constantly thinking about it. The scars on my arms weren't too bad at all, but the ones on my legs....aaarrrggh. As i fell off my bike quite badly a couple of days previously, i told ppl that asked that they came from me falling off. My parents didn't say anything. The one thing i will say is that i felt a lot better when i stopped cutting. B4 i was depressed, and i think it even cleared up 4 a bit. Some nights i did just burst into tears and feel like taking my razor....but i didn't. It's hard now, but i just thought i would update my situation. Thanks for everyone's advice so far!

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You should be proud of yourself! Even though you've been thinking about it you've resisted doing it, I'm sure you must feel a lot better for doing that <IMG alt="image" alt="image" SRC="http://www.stopstart.fsnet.co.uk/smilie/thumbs.gif"&gt; . I'm sure that if you give it a lil longer you won't even be thinking about it <IMG alt="image" alt="image" SRC="http://www.thesite.org/ubb/smile.gif"&gt; Good luck.

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well done for not cutting scottish angel <IMG alt="image" alt="image" SRC="http://www.thesite.org/ubb/smile.gif"&gt; now you know you can do it, carry on now and dont go back to it. just keep counting the days, just imagine how good it'll be when youve not done it for a month, then 3 months, then 6 months <IMG alt="image" alt="image" SRC="http://www.thesite.org/ubb/smile.gif"&gt; i know you can do it <IMG alt="image" alt="image" SRC="http://www.thesite.org/ubb/smile.gif"&gt;

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yeah a big well done. <IMG alt="image" alt="image" SRC="http://www.thesite.org/ubb/smile.gif"&gt; <IMG alt="image" alt="image" SRC="http://www.thesite.org/ubb/smile.gif"&gt; <IMG alt="image" alt="image" SRC="http://www.thesite.org/ubb/smile.gif"&gt;

i hope u can find the strength to continue the way you have been, and if u feel like ur failing, we're always here <IMG alt="image" alt="image" SRC="http://www.thesite.org/ubb/smile.gif"&gt;

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Well done!! I hope you can stay cutting free. But it is definitely difficult!! I have gone just over 3 weeks now, and i think about it everyday, and now feeling worse, i wanna cut, but probably just being a drama queen!!

Keep going if u can.

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That's great!
Two weeks is absolutely fantastic. We all think about. Unfortunately, there is no automatic 'off' switch. But the whole point is that you are strong enough to come through those urges. It is an uplifting and liberating feeeling.
Hang in there.... even if you do slip, we all do... we're only human. Just start again <IMG alt="image" alt="image" SRC="http://www.thesite.org/ubb/smile.gif"&gt;
~** Jess

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