Oh my god somebody shoot me!

Former Member

well I have managed to almost survive through the 'tri-depressive' time of year (Xmas, New Year, Valentines Day) but I still get this uncontrollable urge to pick up the nearest weapon and take out my main vein, either by laceration or shooting, depending on the weapon. I cannot remember back to a time when I was happy, its like I woke up depressed and I cant shake it off. The urge to just get out is getting stronger and stronger by the day, I dont like gong into detail because if I dont talk about it, its not happening so I just think about all the happiness around me--- this does not work, it only reminds me how bad my life is. so as people who give advice, I have 4 choices for you, the most popular answer, is what I will do

a) carry on in my boring life hoping that one day ti will get better or atr least by the time I have started/finished uni
b) Pack up and move out
c) death
d) other.....

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I never said I loved you...
However I will fuck you...
until someone better comes along!!!!

Former Member

Ok...Id say take option 4, other. That being take a trip down to your docters and chat to him or her about these suicidal thoughts and get some help. Its not going to go away by pretending it isnt happening and just focussing on happy stuff. If u r depressed, which u clearly are, then u have to deal with that and get some help. I used to pretend all was fine untill it built up and built up and in the end theres no pretending anymore.
You dont have to feel like this, there r ways in trying to make it better so please go to youtr docter and get some help either thorugh medication or a counseller/psychologist etc.
I hope that u take this advice and help yourself feel a bit better, u dont deserves to wanna die...life shouldnt be about that <IMG alt="image" alt="image" SRC="http://www.thesite.org/ubb/smile.gif"&gt;

Girl-From-Mars

lolly, you took the words right out of my mouth! <IMG alt="image" alt="image" SRC="http://www.thesite.org/ubb/smile.gif"&gt;

DK, you CAN get through this, i know how horrible depression can be through my own personal experience (sort of, not MAJOR depression but i was depressed for a while and didnt do anything aboutit.. i got better in the end though.), and from seeing what it does to other people around me.

there are people on here suffering from depression, or those that have beaten it into submission. why dont you join the ones who are making it through their depression?

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If you don't know where you're going, you'll probably end up somewhere else.

Former Member

Lolly and G-F-M are absolutely right heremate, you have to see your GP now !!!. I would like to state although it might sound hypocritical of me having been suicidal many times. Suicide isn't cool. You must seek medical attention urgently. Depression is an illness that is controllable. A friend recently put depression in context to diabetes, it may not be cured, but easily controlled, having said that it doesn't mean you are taking treatment for life, only during episodes. I remember you saying that you lived in Sussex, the mental health services are exellent in sussex, I can certainly vouch for those in west sussex. Do not be afraid.

not sure if you saw my initial reply to you first post on Suicidemaybe that will help you see what help there is available. Good Luck DK

LUKA

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The river is wide and oh so deep. I've been walking around in tears, No answers arethere to get. Cause between this world and eternity there is a face I hope to see

Former Member

just had to agree wiv wots already bin sed.

go 2 ur gp, they can help u, refer u 2 a councellor or give u anti-depressants if they think u need it. Lots of ppl get suicidal thoughts and ur not alone <IMG alt="image" alt="image" SRC="http://www.thesite.org/ubb/smile.gif"&gt;

I have been depressed for a long time, sometimes its worse than other times, at the moment im on that herbal st. johns wort and i have to say its picked me up quite a bit. It mite b worf a try if u dont wanna go to the docs, but if u know these problems are coming from somewhere then just a pill won't help, you need to get into see a councellor or someone who can help u reveal your probs and seek ways to make hings better 4u.

I hope iv helped u here.

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Another turning point, a fork stuck in the road. Time grabs you by the wrist, directs you where to go.

Former Member

Hey Mate, pic option Four and check out the post to you in Anything Goes, hope it helps u out a tad <IMG alt="image" alt="image" SRC="http://www.thesite.org/ubb/smile.gif"&gt;
L-I-L