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Former MemberFormer Member Posts: 1,876,323 The Mix Honorary Guru
Anyone ever feel like they are alone even though they aren't.
Like noones ever really known them & noone ever will as they don't know themselves?
Anyone wonder how they don't even know how they survive in such a messed up head.

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    Former MemberFormer Member Posts: 1,876,323 The Mix Honorary Guru
    Yes! I try not to think about it, 'cos it makes me panic. I also find it hard to accept that nobody lives the same life as me, or that when life coughs up its disasters nobody will be inside my head to hold my hand!

    You're you - and you're unique. It's the way it is. Just don't over-analyse life or it'll drive you mad - see it as a good thing!
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    Former MemberFormer Member Posts: 1,876,323 The Mix Honorary Guru
    Sometimes I feel like that yes. No one has ever understood me more than a little, which is a bit worrying, but you have to remember that people probably understand you more than you think they do. And try not to think about it, it just makes things worse. Best thing to do if you're feeling low is keep your mind active, do something that requires a lot of attention. :)
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    SkiveSkive Posts: 15,287 Skive's The Limit
    I think sombody's been smoking too much weed.
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    Former MemberFormer Member Posts: 1,876,323 The Mix Honorary Guru
    Originally posted by chaos_insomniac
    Best thing to do if you're feeling low is keep your mind active, do something that requires a lot of attention. :)

    I need to go to bed though in order to look after James tommorow, gah why can't life be easy.

    Sunday being 5 years since my dad killed himself isn't helping :/.

    Before anyone goes on about me atention seeking fuck off and dont bother.
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    Former MemberFormer Member Posts: 1,876,323 The Mix Honorary Guru
    Originally posted by Skive
    I think sombody's been smoking too much weed.

    Me?

    I havent smoked it in years.
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    Former MemberFormer Member Posts: 1,876,323 The Mix Honorary Guru
    Originally posted by Tweety
    I need to go to bed though in order to look after James tommorow, gah why can't life be easy.

    Sunday being 5 years since my dad killed himself isn't helping :/.

    Before anyone goes on about me atention seeking fuck off and dont bother.

    aww hun, *hugs*! maybe going to bed with a nice warm drink will help you drift off more easily+you wont dwell on things! sorry about your dad, it must be a hard time for you!! Hope u feel better soon
    SBG
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    Former MemberFormer Member Posts: 1,876,323 The Mix Honorary Guru
    Originally posted by Tweety
    I need to go to bed though in order to look after James tommorow, gah why can't life be easy.

    Sunday being 5 years since my dad killed himself isn't helping :/.

    Before anyone goes on about me atention seeking fuck off and dont bother.

    It may sound silly, but when you go to bed get a biiiig cuddly toy and curl up into a ball cuddling it, try and relax all your muscles and breath slowly and reasonably deeply, hopefully this should vent some of the feelings :)
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    SkiveSkive Posts: 15,287 Skive's The Limit
    Originally posted by Tweety
    Me?

    I havent smoked it in years.

    Sorry, that was a bit of a stupid comment from me. I feel like a tit now. :(
    I hope you feel better soon anyway. x
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    Indrid ColdIndrid Cold Posts: 16,688 Skive's The Limit
    Re: Thoughts
    Originally posted by Tweety
    Anyone ever feel like they are alone even though they aren't.
    Like noones ever really known them & noone ever will as they don't know themselves?
    Anyone wonder how they don't even know how they survive in such a messed up head.
    I'm like that pretty much 24/7... I don't really know myself, and sometimes I doubt I even have a self.
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    Former MemberFormer Member Posts: 1,876,323 The Mix Honorary Guru
    Re: Thoughts
    Originally posted by Tweety
    Anyone ever feel like they are alone even though they aren't.
    Like noones ever really known them & noone ever will as they don't know themselves?
    Anyone wonder how they don't even know how they survive in such a messed up head.
    oh yes ...
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    Former MemberFormer Member Posts: 1,876,323 The Mix Honorary Guru
    Yup.... I know a lot of people... but personally... well I don't feel like many people give a shit about me... if any at all.
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    Former MemberFormer Member Posts: 1,876,323 The Mix Honorary Guru
    Originally posted by chaos_insomniac
    It may sound silly, but when you go to bed get a biiiig cuddly toy and curl up into a ball cuddling it, try and relax all your muscles and breath slowly and reasonably deeply, hopefully this should vent some of the feelings :)

    You are SO gay.
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    Former MemberFormer Member Posts: 1,876,323 The Mix Honorary Guru
    Originally posted by MoonRat
    Yup.... I know a lot of people... but personally... well I don't feel like many people give a shit about me... if any at all.


    OI! What about me? You know I love you. And that wasn't in an inbred joke why either.
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    Former MemberFormer Member Posts: 1,876,323 The Mix Honorary Guru
    Originally posted by chaos_insomniac
    OI! What about me? You know I love you. And that wasn't in an inbred joke why either.

    Looks like it's me and the pillow tonight. :(
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    Former MemberFormer Member Posts: 1,876,323 The Mix Honorary Guru
    Originally posted by MoonRat
    Looks like it's me and the pillow tonight.


    edited out.
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    Former MemberFormer Member Posts: 1,876,323 The Mix Honorary Guru
    Originally posted by chaos_insomniac
    Eeeeeeeeeeew. That's a bit sick Sel. Don't push it.

    Ok ok...

    But recently I've been feeling isolated again, or maybe it's cyclothymia playing up. You don't know who you can trust, what people want from you... how they perceive you. So why bother being close to anyone?
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    Former MemberFormer Member Posts: 1,876,323 The Mix Honorary Guru
    Seriously. Edit that post.
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    Former MemberFormer Member Posts: 1,876,323 The Mix Honorary Guru
    Me too... my avatar don't work
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    Former MemberFormer Member Posts: 1,876,323 The Mix Honorary Guru
    Ohh now it does.
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    Former MemberFormer Member Posts: 1,876,323 The Mix Honorary Guru
    Originally posted by MoonRat
    Ok ok...

    But recently I've been feeling isolated again, or maybe it's cyclothymia playing up. You don't know who you can trust, what people want from you... how they perceive you. So why bother being close to anyone?

    Because being close to people is the only road to feeling loved, if you're distant from everyone then everyone will not get to know you, and will not be able to get close to you.
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    Former MemberFormer Member Posts: 1,876,323 The Mix Honorary Guru
    Originally posted by chaos_insomniac
    Because being close to people is the only road to feeling loved, if you're distant from everyone then everyone will not get to know you, and will not be able to get close to you.
    what the bloody hell is going on here?
    family domestics ...family dynasties taking over the site?
    they're in the same building for fucks sake!
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    Former MemberFormer Member Posts: 1,876,323 The Mix Honorary Guru
    And we're also both very bored.
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    Former MemberFormer Member Posts: 1,876,323 The Mix Honorary Guru
    Originally posted by MoonRat
    And we're also both very bored.
    aarrdd luck chuck and bruv.
    i'm just a little high and very introspective this evening.
    new thread me thinks ...pirates!
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    Former MemberFormer Member Posts: 1,876,323 The Mix Honorary Guru
    Re: Thoughts
    Originally posted by Tweety
    Anyone ever feel like they are alone even though they aren't.
    Like noones ever really known them & noone ever will as they don't know themselves?
    Anyone wonder how they don't even know how they survive in such a messed up head.

    many times and quite often. lately this has been my default frame of mind..
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