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TW// Stepping away for a bit to prevent issues
Rose113
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I’m gonna step away from boards and maybe groups in general. I just don’t see the point in trying to reach out anymore it’s a waste of time and whilst no one here has implied I’m a waste of time professionals have so I’m just gonna step away and prevent anymore problems.
My problems don’t matter nor does my self harm or suicidal thoughts or me in general. I just have a negative effect everywhere and whilst that’s not my intentions it’s just the facts and truth that I need to accept and face up to.
I’m just gonna try deal with it all alone. I can do it and I’ll be fine I’ll just spiral alone it’s all good 💕
Thank you and I’m sorry for all problems I’ve caused 💕 maybe I’ll be back in future idk…
My problems don’t matter nor does my self harm or suicidal thoughts or me in general. I just have a negative effect everywhere and whilst that’s not my intentions it’s just the facts and truth that I need to accept and face up to.
I’m just gonna try deal with it all alone. I can do it and I’ll be fine I’ll just spiral alone it’s all good 💕
Thank you and I’m sorry for all problems I’ve caused 💕 maybe I’ll be back in future idk…
Sometimes when the people most like you don't love you, it is a hurt that can cause the greatest pain, and this pain can lead you to hate everything.
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@Rose113 you've never caused a problem here, you do matter completely, your problems and everything deserves to be heard. If you need or want a break then your decision is of course respect but we're always here no matter what. You don't deserve to be alone and I'm always here in pms too. You never need to feel alone ❤️.
It’s not just the mix I’ve been sworn to secrecy about something for months being told not to tell anyone not even the mix and it’s killing me.
I just can’t face it all rn, deleted social media and just going to spiral alone.
Thank you for caring tho
@Rose113 you definitely definitely do matter and you aren't worthless at all I promise. Everyone here will always be for there for you. You have published your own book that's something you should be proud of, what an achievement especially at your age like you said yourself. Like who has published a book at your age and you said you have more to come its amazing, you sound like you have pottential even though things might be hard and everything now. You come across as so talented. We are always here like I say to talk about anything too, I know how hard that can be having something secret that you feel you can't tell anyone. You don't need to ever suffer alone. Sorry if I'm repeating myself but what im saying is true, you matter I promise, you should be definitely proud of yourself, you definitely don't deserve to suffer alone, etc, I promise this is all true.
I just wanted to check in with you. It sounds like things are feeling heavy for you at the moment and you are carrying a lot, I am hearing this could feel incredibly tough. We're here to sit with you and listen to these feelings - they are so valid. Thank you for letting us know and sharing with us how things are for you at the moment. I hear your want to take a step back from the boards, which we want to empower you to do, if you feel it is needed to take care of yourself.
I do just want to share that you do matter to us, and we are all here to listen and support you. You certainly don't have a negative effect everywhere you go, although I'm hearing this feels true to you at the moment. You don't have to deal with things alone, and you have been so brave in sharing with the community so far, and I want to encourage you to continue to do so, if you feel you need support, because we will always be here to listen. You're feeling are valid and you are deserving of all the support you may need.
How are you feeling about things now? This Mix is here to support you and we have dropped you a DM to check in, if you wish to continue a conversation in there.
Take care.
i’m really sorry you’re feeling this way, but i want you to know that your problems do matter, and you matter, a lot! i know things feel really heavy right now, and it hurts to feel like you’re just a burden or like stepping away is the only option, but i promise you, you’re not a waste of time, and you’re not a problem.
you don’t have to go through all of this alone, even if it feels like that’s your only choice. we care about you, and we want to be here for you, not because that’s what the mix is about, peer support, but because we genuinely value you. your presence means something, and your pain is real and deserves to be seen and supported.
if stepping away helps you breathe for a bit, i get that, and you need to step away then if that’s what YOU feel is right for you at this time - it’s important you look after yourself!
you don’t need to apologise for struggling, it doesn’t make you a problem, it just makes you human.
we’ll always be here for you