I deserve the title of being “fucked up”

River

TW// suicide

I kinda told Emma that I don’t want to be here anymore and even though she hasn’t safeguarded me she told the counsellor what I’d said and now I’m scared like very scared for tomorrow 😭

I had future focus first lesson and I asked to speak to the tutor who is also my progress coach and basically I told her about the teaching assistant and I also told her that I want to drop out and I explained why and she’s spoke to the teaching assistant and also emailed all my teachers explaining my situation etc

I shouldn’t of told Emma the truth I should of kept that part out as now she’s just concerned even more than she was so now I’m really gonna have to avoid her

Laura_tigger82

We are really proud of you for telling Emma the truth @Rose113, even if it feels like you should not have been honest with her. It sounds like Emma spoke to these people because she recognises the support you deserve to have is not being provided.

Is there any guidelines on how the support might be improved following these communications? You were so brave in being honest! I know you have a trusting relationship with Emma, which is so positive!