Sorry :/

Rose113

What did I do wrong to people, all I ever do is stay up all night to help support the people that seem to expect me to fix them and do everything for them just through a screen and don’t seem to get the fact that I’m not a professional and can only offer a listening ear to people and not a solution to every problem

I wish I wasn’t worthless, like I actually had a purpose other than being this therapist friend to everyone. No one messages me unless it’s to rant or it’s to tell me they’ve SH or about to do something.

Why can’t people just message me for a fucking fun conversation not conversations where I’m having to help people. I don’t mind caring for people and supporting people but can’t people fucking give me a break…

I know it sounds mean but I’m so fucking tired of people

Another separate rant

People tell me to open up to them but the fuck how can I when all I do is try and try to but people just turn every conversation into there rants like who the fuck gives a shit about me, who is ever here for me. Honestly I’m giving up completely, I’m tired of dealing with the same shit over and over like why, why do I have to do this anymore. I’m not any use to anyone whilst I’m alive and plus who would even care if I wasn’t. I’m stuck in a cycle of darkness but who cares anyway when I’m just expected to be there for all my friends but no one there for me

Sorry…

eylah

your a rly caring person but if your feeling rly rubbish in yourself then main priority is yourself rn bc you cant help ppl if your feeling rubbish bc you should focus on yourself bc you matter! i hear and see how incredibly supportive you are to ppl and i rly admire even when your feeling low & hurt you put others first. im sry ppl are putting you in this position but remember its ok to tell them look i am going through a lot myself and then give them other listening services bc you matter you and your wellbeing does matter so much. i know telling someone who is struggling that you cant continue to help them but its ok to say that bc at the end of the day you are a human being to and you have your own struggles and you deserve to take time out and to support yourself then maybe returning to helping ppl. i care abt you always will

Rose113

@eylah im not allowed to focus on me or I get backlash from everyone or my feelings get ignored. Setting boundaries is useless they get ignored or I get screamed at for it

shannon_164

@Rose113 i know that i am just a stranger really but im always here if you need someone to talk to🩷

Rose113

Thank you @shannon_164