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I guess there’s nothing to say anymore

Rose113Rose113 Community Champion Posts: 2,901 Boards Guru
in Health & Wellbeing
Idk anymore…I’m just done…not living my life just surviving now I guess…

Current cycle :

Smile and pretend > crash and cry at night > self harm > cry > sleep to sad songs…

Safe…
Want to hurt me… go ahead
Wish to bully me…I’m used to it
Want to talk crap about me…go on then
Want to make me cry…feel free

Comments

  • shannon_164shannon_164 Posts: 671 Incredible Poster
    @Rose113 sending so much love your way, always here for you🩷
  • amy02amy02 Moderator Posts: 405 Listening Ear
    Sending hugs @Rose113 how has today been for you? <3
  • Rose113Rose113 Community Champion Posts: 2,901 Boards Guru
    @amy02 eh not great :/
    Want to hurt me… go ahead
    Wish to bully me…I’m used to it
    Want to talk crap about me…go on then
    Want to make me cry…feel free
  • Laura_tigger82Laura_tigger82 Moderator Posts: 5,346 Part of The Furniture
    We are all glad you are safe @Rose113. We all care about you, as shown by @shannon_164's and @amy02's responses (and many other people across the community!).

    Would you like to talk more about how you are feeling at the moment? We can hear how much you are hurting and we are here to listen to you <3
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  • Rose113Rose113 Community Champion Posts: 2,901 Boards Guru
    @Laura_tigger82 my anxiety has gotten so bad tonight and it’s show up in physical ways 😭
    Want to hurt me… go ahead
    Wish to bully me…I’m used to it
    Want to talk crap about me…go on then
    Want to make me cry…feel free
  • Laura_tigger82Laura_tigger82 Moderator Posts: 5,346 Part of The Furniture
    That sounds like a lot of anxiety to be dealing with @Rose113 :/ Thank you for being brave in sharing this with us. What usually helps you when you are feeling anxious? We can talk about what is making you feel anxious at the moment if that would be helpful or ways you might manage. Anxiety UK are also able to support you with anxiety, particularly if it is feeling intense right now and you would like some more focused support :)
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  • Rose113Rose113 Community Champion Posts: 2,901 Boards Guru
    @Laura_tigger82 all the school in my area are shut to the snow but my college hasn’t put an announcement out and I need to go in but also I don’t want to either
    Want to hurt me… go ahead
    Wish to bully me…I’m used to it
    Want to talk crap about me…go on then
    Want to make me cry…feel free
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