Talking to ppl n the appointment

ellie2000

How do u talk to ppl wen everything is going down the ____ter. Why don't ppl notice ur triggers, even though a person of care saw u SH, they didn't talk to me to see if I was alright? Where I live they're supposed be about mental health, but I noticed
'its all about the business' wat does tht mean?
I'm only on flight mode today bc the meetings coming up and they mite go on the attack again. N they're delusions made them call the police, apparently its 4 wellbeing, but why didn't they call them in the first place? At the doctors I said about the occasions tht I was S.Hing nd how I was struggling, will the home get a looking at?

ellie2000

I sed to the other dep manager who's is compassionate ' you're the one who's failing' was tht right to do?
I notice failings, y?

ellie2000

The thing tht kicked this all off is wen I got abandoned at a wellbeing appointment. Wen my mum wanted to tlk the 'big' manager hid in his office like a little p*ssy. Nd apparently he was 'investigating' it all hpnd with half an hour, I was texting mum as it was happening. The therapist went out after I went into the session but the carer had gone. The manager told the carer to go back.
Soz bout tht long thread but I stated to panic today

Claire28

Hi @ellie2000 thank you for sharing how you’re feeling, it sounds upsetting that people don’t notice your triggers and for your home to feel like it’s all about the business. It sounds positive that you were able to tell the doctor about your self harm and how you’re feeling.

It sounds stressful to notice failing and tell the manager this. You’re doing well to talk about this , I can imagine it felt scary to be left at your therapy appointment

I can hear the meeting coming up is stressful to feel they might go on the attack again. When is the meeting?

You mentioned starting to panic today, is there anything you can do to distract yourself? Sometimes I like to colour, listen to music or talk to my family.

ellie2000

@Claire28 Wen I'm in tht state I'm too far gone already to do anything. I heard about a thing called 'reactive a8u5e' wat tht? I not laying good down like a dog, instead the atmosphere is triggering tht I send emails nd in the email I'm right wen I ask ppls opinions