What I think the main reasons to why I struggle

TheNightmare

I have spoke about different reasons why I struggle but I want to talk about one of the main couple of reasons why and do a thread on them. I feel its the time and uncertainty. The uncertainty of when, or even if, things will change is really getting to me. Several months have gone by since I started applying, but I’m still not where I want to be. I’ve gotten some outcomes, but the pressure is just increasing. It feels like I’m falling behind, and I keep struggling with these repetitive feelings of being unfulfilled. I feel like a broken record, probably am but this is literally how I feel every single day, the time with the uncertainty just really gets to me a lot sometimes and I feel like this all I have where I feel comfortable talking about stuff without being judged.