Hate the fucking AGR

Rose113

No one gets the pain of getting so overwhelmed that you blank out and wake up somebody else

No one gets the pain of not being able to control it

No one gets the pain of there being literally no support out there

No one gets the pain of coping with it in silence

No one gets the pain of not being able to control who shows up

No one gets the pain of loosing your memory

No one fucking gets it!!!

No one gets how much it makes you not want to be here(safe)

No one gets how much at times it can make you unsafe

/// if you know what AGR is then okay and if you don’t know what it is then it doesn’t matter ///

Maia

Hey @Rose113

I'm really sorry that you're having to go through all of this, Rose. It sounds like last night was particularly tricky for you so i'm glad you reached out here

Although I haven't experienced AGR myself, your words here really help me understand just how overwhelming and isolating it can be. I can see how much pain and frustration you're carrying right now and it's just heartbreaking that the support you need isn't there. You shouldn't have to face this alone

What do you usually find helpful when you're experiencing AGR? I remember you shared your AGR space with me, are you finding that useful at all?

Big hugs Rose, you're doing amazing and we're all very proud of you

Rose113

@Maia its horrid to deal with

Nothing no the grid hasn’t been working

Maia

It really sounds it @Rose113

I'm so sorry that the grid hasn't been working and that nothing is helpful for you right now. I'm wondering if you've ever been offered any specialist / professional support?

You don't have to do this alone, we've got you. Keep reaching out

Rose113

@Maia it scares me to reach out to a professional