Mhm 😶‍🌫️

Rose113

Just gone slowly dispear, no one will realise. No one will care. It won't matter 😶‍🌫️

AnonymousToe

We care about you @Rose113 please stay safe

Former Member

We would realise and care

Gemma

Hey @Rose113, I can feel how much you're hurting and what you're going through. We're all here to support you - you're a huge part of this community and we love having you around.

Can you let us know if you feel like you can keep yourself safe today?

I'm also wondering if there's anything that has triggered you to be feeling like nobody cares? If you'd feel comfy opening up about some of those feelings, we're here to listen and support you.

Please remember that you're never alone and you can always reach out to these services below if you're struggling:

*If you need urgent help or have any concerns for your health or safety, the quickest way to get help is to call 999 or go to your nearest A&E. 
*Local urgent mental health helpline | Open 24/7 | Find details about your local service here.
*Crisis Messenger - Our crisis messenger text service provides free, 24/7 crisis support across the UK. If you’re aged 25 or under, you can text THEMIX to 85258.
*Papyrus - If you are having thoughts of suicide, you can contact HOPELINEUK for confidential support and practical advice. You can call them on 0800 068 4141 or text them on 07786209697.
*Samaritans are reachable by phone and email 24/7. Whatever you're going through, you can call them any time, from any phone on 116 123.

Sending lots of hugs and care

Rose113

@Gemma yeah im safe just people like someone who ment be best friend isn't

Gemma

I'm really glad to hear that you're feeling like you can keep yourself safe, @Rose113, as we really care about you. Do keep reaching out and remember to reach out to some of those services I linked above if the answer to that question every changes.

Has something happened in your relationship with your best friend?

Rose113

@Gemma she talks different to me, she says she here for me but she isnt because when I try open up to her she talks different than to otheres I dont understand it I asked why she hates me and she got mad

Gemma

I'm sorry to hear that @Rose113 - friendships can be difficult to navigate at the best of times.

Can I ask how your friend talks to you differently than to others? That can't be nice to experience. I wonder if anything is going on for your friend that might be triggering this?

You're doing really well to keep talking about it.

Rose113

@Gemma when she talks to others she talks normal but when she talks to me she talks/types weird but she can start normal but then turn to not being able to, it makes ne feel like if I have that effect on her then why do I talk to her

Sunshine12

@Rose113 i'm sorry to hear u feel like ur friend is different with u, it can feel rrly isolating when a friendship doesn't feel reciprocated. Would u feel comfortable messaging her and explaining ur feelings, i know that sounds scary so of course only do so if ur comfortable, but sometimes we don't realise ourselves how we're coming across in convos (especially online) n she may not even realise how bad she's making u feel. Sending hugs

Rose113

@Sunshine12 i can't

Sunshine12

@Rose113 oh no i'm sorry that must be annoying, ur deffo doing the right thing by messaging on here though as we're all here to talk to