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ellie2000

die young..if so how age or die old looking like euginia c on yt

Laura_tigger82

Hi @ellie2000

Preferably, we die when our bodies are ready and it is our time. One of my favourite quotes is we cannot control the beginning or the end but we can control and make the most of the middle

AislingDM

I love that quote too @Laura_tigger82 !!! what's got you wondering about death at the minute @ellie2000 ? x

ellie2000

hurt about stuff, worried

Laura_tigger82

Hi @ellie2000

Sorry to hear this. Would you like to discuss what you feel hurt about and worried about?

And thanks @AislingDM

ellie2000

death reason is though lockown i noticed myself more

AislingDM

It sounds like the lockdown has been worsening your existing feelings of pain and distress, Ellie. I cannot begin to imagine how upsetting this has been for you, especially when you're able to recognise how much harder it is to process for you now. What do you think it was about lockdown that made you notice it more?

AislingDM

Just wanted to check in to see how you're doing, Ellie? xx

ellie2000

not gd, i relise now tht ppl who i know in person dont wanna tlk to me, i had no wellbeing call today

Brookee

Hi @ellie2000 I'm so sorry to hear you're struggling right now. I just wanted to let you know that we care about you. When you say nobody you know wants to speak to you, I wonder if you can elaborate on what makes you feel that way? Also, I'm so sorry that mental health services aren't being as proactive as you want, were you planned a wellbeing call today?

ellie2000

yh, would they offer a stand in?

Brookee

@ellie2000 Ideally they should've contacted you and asked if you would prefer to push the session to when they're back or if you would like to speak to someone else (if that's an option within this service). Did they contact you at all?