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ellie2000

if u call the dream operator, tell them ur dream do u disappear? phoned back in 2008

i want to disappear, die, come to an end without noticing

JustV

Hmm, what do you mean by 'dream operator' @ellie2000?

It sounds like you're having some pretty intense thoughts. How long have you wanted to 'disappear'?

If you find yourself at breaking point and really need someone to talk to urgently, here are some people you can reach out to who are trained specially to support people having suicidal thoughts:

Text THEMIX to 85258 for our Crisis Messenger
Call Samaritans on 116123
Email Samaritans at jo@samaritans.org
Text Papyrus on 07860039967
Email Papyrus at pat@papyrus-uk.org
Call Papyrus on 08000684141

ellie2000

Ive been feeling oo-er ever since I left my abusers in 2014. I've had various bad feeling n I can't find the words to tell people. I lost my playfulness in 2010. Wat do I do

ellie2000

I get stuck n ppl say 'oh move on' or 'stop moaning' which is not very helpful 😫

JamJar

Hey @ellie2000
You say you've been feeling oo-er since 2014.. what does oo-er mean to you? 
And I can understand how emotions can be difficult to convey to people, especially those closest to you. We don't want to make people we care about feel uncomfortable. Is there a different way you can show how you're feeling? E.g. by sharing a song with them or a piece of art that shows how youre feeling?

ellie2000

Oo-er moment s - feeling uneasy with myself. I sometimes feel there's no reason for being, I just go to bed at tht point wait for it to pass. I have wordpress, SoundCloud... I leave them alone now coz not playful anymore . I enjoyed trampolining and singing, now I feel like a meteorite hit the earth. Sad forever 😢💔

coc0mac

Sending you big hugs and support @ellie2000  

Would you mind sharing what you mean by the 'dream operator'?  

ellie2000

myth frm 2005 popped back up agen with certain phone boxes, u tell them ur dream then u die days after appearently