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dream number

ellie2000ellie2000 Posts: 4,366 Community Veteran
if u call the dream operator, tell them ur dream do u disappear? phoned back in 2008

i want to disappear, die, come to an end without noticing
Crazy mad insane

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  • JustVJustV Community Manager Posts: 5,600 Part of The Furniture
    edited July 2020
    Hmm, what do you mean by 'dream operator' @ellie2000?

    It sounds like you're having some pretty intense thoughts. :( How long have you wanted to 'disappear'?

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  • ellie2000ellie2000 Posts: 4,366 Community Veteran
    Ive been feeling oo-er ever since I left my abusers in 2014. I've had various bad feeling n I can't find the words to tell people. I lost my playfulness in 2010. Wat do I do
    Crazy mad insane
  • ellie2000ellie2000 Posts: 4,366 Community Veteran
    I get stuck n ppl say 'oh move on' or 'stop moaning' which is not very helpful 😫
    Crazy mad insane
  • Former MemberFormer Member Posts: 274 The Mix Regular
    Hey @ellie2000
    You say you've been feeling oo-er since 2014.. what does oo-er mean to you? 
    And I can understand how emotions can be difficult to convey to people, especially those closest to you. We don't want to make people we care about feel uncomfortable. Is there a different way you can show how you're feeling? E.g. by sharing a song with them or a piece of art that shows how youre feeling?
  • ellie2000ellie2000 Posts: 4,366 Community Veteran
    Oo-er moment s - feeling uneasy with myself. I sometimes feel there's no reason for being, I just go to bed at tht point wait for it to pass. I have wordpress, SoundCloud... I leave them alone now coz not playful anymore . I enjoyed trampolining and singing, now I feel like a meteorite hit the earth. Sad forever 😢💔
    Crazy mad insane
  • Former MemberFormer Member Posts: 1,054 Wise Owl
    Sending you big hugs and support @ellie2000 :heart: 

    Would you mind sharing what you mean by the 'dream operator'? :heart: 
  • ellie2000ellie2000 Posts: 4,366 Community Veteran
    myth frm 2005 popped back up agen with certain phone boxes, u tell them ur dream then u die days after appearently
    Crazy mad insane
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