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ellie2000ellie2000 Posts: 4,386 Community Veteran
wat does music do to ur sanity, how do u lift urself, does ptsd haunt u 4eva, y do ppl infect pain on others.
 I were thinking txting someone to do revenge to someone who tortured me 4 yrs haha, y am I alive, why do I live with poor mental health without ending
Crazy mad insane

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  • ellie2000ellie2000 Posts: 4,386 Community Veteran
    I was having flashbacks where I was told to go nude all holiday, no-one else on tht holiday did
    Crazy mad insane
  • Former MemberFormer Member Posts: 274 The Mix Regular
    Heyy @ellie2000
    Sounds like yesterday was a rough day, and that you were really questioning things on a wider level beyond just an individual's mental health experience. 
    Is there anyone you are talking to about these memories from the past? 
    Sending caring thoughts your way, we care about you <3
  • ellie2000ellie2000 Posts: 4,386 Community Veteran
    Nope, send hugs plz
     If therapy stops is tht it. She leaves me to struggle
    Crazy mad insane
  • Millie2787Millie2787 Community Champion Posts: 5,199 Part of The Furniture
    Hey Ellie 

    it’s sounds like your worried about how you’re going to cope if and when your therapy ends , does that sounds about right ? 

    It may be worth looking into some other services around your area that you may be able to get support from if your therapy ends or maybe even visiting your GP 

    How you feeling today ? <3
    Sometimes all you need is one person to believe in you , for you to begin to believe in yourself.
  • ellie2000ellie2000 Posts: 4,386 Community Veteran
    i want all the ones who don't tlk to u how u feeling to perish, I say tht I need help and they end convos with 1 sentence and it makes me cry, n I accidently found some magic juice n drunk all of it with coke and turned up with smelly breath, with only afew sessions to go she mite cut therapy short. FTW :'(
    Crazy mad insane
  • Former MemberFormer Member Moderator Posts: 660 Incredible Poster
    edited February 2020
    Hey @ellie2000 It sounds like you are reaching out to people saying you need help, however they are responding with support is that correct?  :)

    It can be difficult when therapy stops, and it sounds like you have some worries around this. Have you spoke to your therapist about your thoughts around stopping?  :)
  • ellie2000ellie2000 Posts: 4,386 Community Veteran
    My therapist is the only one that takes it in , I'm not declining help. My sessions with her r nearly over. When I feel in bad termoil I drink whiskey which I'm tryna say something. I'm 15 now, have noone to talk to. Pressure from 'friends' make me drunk
    Crazy mad insane
  • ellie2000ellie2000 Posts: 4,386 Community Veteran
    I used go out with real friendly people n hav a gd time
    Crazy mad insane
  • ellie2000ellie2000 Posts: 4,386 Community Veteran
    Like bowling and the cinema n quasar
    Crazy mad insane
  • Former MemberFormer Member Posts: 1,054 Wise Owl
    edited February 2020
    Hi @ellie2000

    I can hear that your sessions are nearly over now. How are you feeling about this? It might be a good idea to speak to your therapist about any worries you might have about the sessions coming to an end, so that they can make sure you are being supported in the best way for you :heart:

    It seems like you are unhappy with your 'friends' who pressure you into being drunk and that's understandable. But I can see from a post you made earlier today that you are seeking help for alcohol use which is great to hear. I am wondering if you have spoken to your therapist at all about these 'friends'? It's important to surround yourself with people who make you feel good, and if they aren't doing that then you deserve to have some support in moving away from this situation. It sounds like you had some really fun times with other friends before. Those are the sorts of friendships that matter:heart: Take good care x
  • ellie2000ellie2000 Posts: 4,386 Community Veteran
    i don't go out, I go out less now. many ppl I meet start off gd than take advantage. there are afew gd ppl who I saw but don't c anymore
    Crazy mad insane
  • Former MemberFormer Member Moderator Posts: 1,084 Wise Owl
    Hey Ellie,

    You mention not seeing good people anymore, do you want to talk more about that? :heart:

    We're here for you :smile:
  • ellie2000ellie2000 Posts: 4,386 Community Veteran
    ppl's voices of a'holes 'nasty ones' in my head interfere with everyday life how do I deal with it!!!!
    Crazy mad insane
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