The need & want to give up

Former Member

I am..

Damaged
Dirty
A waste of space 
Bad inside and out
Hurting
Sad
Lonely
Scared/Anxious
Defeated
Vulnerable
Not safe
Invisible
Failing
Trapped 
Stuck
Disgusting
Stupid
Lost
Stuck

I am sorry for everything in my life (except for my daughter - the only perfection of my being this imperfection) 

Millie2787

Natalie you are none of these You are 
amazing 
perfect
a good mother 
your not disgusting and most importantly you belong here !
 I want you to be here , we all want you to be here and most importantly your daughter wants you here 

stay strong lovely your doing amazing ❤️💜

independent_

Aww, honestly, you're not any of those things, please try not to be so hard on yourself. Keep going, stay strong - you can do this!

Former Member

Thank you and sorryb

Millie2787

You don’t need to be sorry 💜❤️

Former Member

Hugs @NatalieMT xo

You're not dirty, bad, disgusting, or anything like that buddy. I may not know you, but I bet you're a really good person. And every single person has a lot of potential and can do amazing things - you're definitely not a waste of space. But I know these feelings are really hard to push past or stop believing.

You're not defeated. Your story's not over, and look at you, you're still here, still breathing. You may be beaten down and feel defeated, but you're never defeated. I believe in you.

I'm sorry you're feeling all these things. It sounds so hard. And I'm really glad you're posting btw, I hope you continue to if wanted.

Do you want to say more about feeling lost and stuck and trapped (e.g., do you feel you're getting nowhere with your life, or that nothing will get better, etc)?

Wish I could say something to take your pain away. We're listening.