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[OLD] The 'I need a hug' thread - please read first post before posting :)

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    GreenTeaGreenTea Posts: 12,938 Born on Earth, Raised by The Mix
    So I hate how ugly my hands look right now.
    Stupidly wasn't paying attention and got first degree burns on my hands 😭
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    Kathleen07Kathleen07 Posts: 1,938 Extreme Poster
    edited January 2020
    Deleted again. Sorry. I need to stop :/
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    SienaSiena Posts: 15,499 Skive's The Limit
    I have no friends
    “And when they look at you, they won't see everything you've been through. They won't see the **** that turned to scars that began to fade with time. They won't see the heartbreaking things that shook up and changed your entire world. They won't know how many tears you cried or even what it was you were crying about. They won't see how strong you had to be because you had no other choice. What they will see though is how compassionate you are because you experienced pain. What they will see is how kind you are because you experienced how cruel the world is. What they will see is how good you are because you've seen how bad things or people can be. The difference between you and your experiences are who you choose to be, despite everything that could have turned you cold and unkind.You are the good the world needs and the best of us.” ~ Kirsten Corley
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    SienaSiena Posts: 15,499 Skive's The Limit
    Does propranol affect anyones sleep ? I took it today cause of work. Never usually take it. & now i cant sleep. If propranolol wakes you up then im gunna take it everyday but i do like sleeping
    “And when they look at you, they won't see everything you've been through. They won't see the **** that turned to scars that began to fade with time. They won't see the heartbreaking things that shook up and changed your entire world. They won't know how many tears you cried or even what it was you were crying about. They won't see how strong you had to be because you had no other choice. What they will see though is how compassionate you are because you experienced pain. What they will see is how kind you are because you experienced how cruel the world is. What they will see is how good you are because you've seen how bad things or people can be. The difference between you and your experiences are who you choose to be, despite everything that could have turned you cold and unkind.You are the good the world needs and the best of us.” ~ Kirsten Corley
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    BubblesGoesBooBubblesGoesBoo Posts: 3,590 Community Veteran
    Had a fag and now feel like spewing, why is this happening 😭😭
    ' So I put a bullet where I shouda put a helmet, and I crash my car cause I wanna get carried away, that's why I'm standing on the overpass screaming at myself 'hey, I wanna get better''  
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    DancerDancer Community Champion Posts: 7,794 Master Poster
    Feel so embarrassed about my anxiety and lack of social skills. Had a difficult time at my meeting today.
    "There's a part of me I can't get back. A little girl grew up too fast. All it took was once. I'll never be the same." ~ Demi Lovato
    "The way that I have found the light in my life is through the expressive arts because I know that I will be accepted for the way I am." ~ Me
    "I'm going to get strong again and see you soon. " ~ Anonymous 
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    Kathleen07Kathleen07 Posts: 1,938 Extreme Poster
    edited January 2020
    I'm so sorry. I keep posting then deleting. I just feel utterly unbearably low. I think I'm going to cry myself to sleep. I can't do this anymore. 
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    DancerDancer Community Champion Posts: 7,794 Master Poster
    At hell now. Get me out of here! Really nervous. :(

    Hell is school.

    "There's a part of me I can't get back. A little girl grew up too fast. All it took was once. I'll never be the same." ~ Demi Lovato
    "The way that I have found the light in my life is through the expressive arts because I know that I will be accepted for the way I am." ~ Me
    "I'm going to get strong again and see you soon. " ~ Anonymous 
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    BubblesGoesBooBubblesGoesBoo Posts: 3,590 Community Veteran
    Kasa2103 said:
    At hell now. Get me out of here! Really nervous. :(

    Hell is school.

    Sending hugs, just try take it one day at a time 💖
    ' So I put a bullet where I shouda put a helmet, and I crash my car cause I wanna get carried away, that's why I'm standing on the overpass screaming at myself 'hey, I wanna get better''  
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    Kathleen07Kathleen07 Posts: 1,938 Extreme Poster
    Kathleen07 said:
    I think I'm going to cry myself to sleep.
    Well, that happened. I don't think I feel quite as suicidal today but now I've woken up feeling irritable. Which is probably partly because I didn't get much sleep due to crying.
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    BubblesGoesBooBubblesGoesBoo Posts: 3,590 Community Veteran
    Had a 'message request' on twitter from a few months ago (I've only just seen it) from someone reaching out for help, 

    Just found out said person commited suicide a month after she sent that message, distraught and heartbroken doesn't even cover it 

    ' So I put a bullet where I shouda put a helmet, and I crash my car cause I wanna get carried away, that's why I'm standing on the overpass screaming at myself 'hey, I wanna get better''  
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    BubblesGoesBooBubblesGoesBoo Posts: 3,590 Community Veteran
    I didn't know her, but what if I'd of replied? Would she still be here? 
    ' So I put a bullet where I shouda put a helmet, and I crash my car cause I wanna get carried away, that's why I'm standing on the overpass screaming at myself 'hey, I wanna get better''  
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    Kathleen07Kathleen07 Posts: 1,938 Extreme Poster
    BubblesGoesBoo said:
    Had a 'message request' on twitter from a few months ago (I've only just seen it) from someone reaching out for help, 

    Just found out said person commited suicide a month after she sent that message, distraught and heartbroken doesn't even cover it 

    Oh Bubbles, I'm so sorry. That's so sad and awful :( It's no surprise that you're heartbroken and thinking about what could've gone differently if you'd replied, but please try not to be too hard on yourself. It's not your fault. We're all here if you need to talk <3
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    DancerDancer Community Champion Posts: 7,794 Master Poster
    Had a difficult time with my anxiety today especially in my Spanish lesson.
    "There's a part of me I can't get back. A little girl grew up too fast. All it took was once. I'll never be the same." ~ Demi Lovato
    "The way that I have found the light in my life is through the expressive arts because I know that I will be accepted for the way I am." ~ Me
    "I'm going to get strong again and see you soon. " ~ Anonymous 
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    GreenTeaGreenTea Posts: 12,938 Born on Earth, Raised by The Mix
    How many times do I need to say "don't run"
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    Salix_alba_2019Salix_alba_2019 Deactivated Posts: 1,646 Extreme Poster
    GreenTea said:
    How many times do I need to say "don't run"
    Loool bless

    My sister works with little ones and shes tells me that she conatanly has to repeat herself 
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    Kathleen07Kathleen07 Posts: 1,938 Extreme Poster
    I feel honestly horrible. I tried to go for a walk with my dad because I don't want to be around... You know who... But I felt too down and tearful so I came back and just stood somewhere deserted near my home. Now I'm back in my room and just feel so sad about everything and in general. My low mood thing or whatever you want to call it has felt so bad the past few days and I'm back from some thoughts of death to just really wanting to kill myself (safe).
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    Kathleen07Kathleen07 Posts: 1,938 Extreme Poster
    Ignore that actually. I'm sorry, I'll stop spamming after this but I wanted to correct that. "Some thoughts of death" doesn't really feel like it describes how I feel everyday. The only way I survive is bad habits and distracting myself. That's the only reason I don't have urges to kill myself every single day.
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    DancerDancer Community Champion Posts: 7,794 Master Poster
    :(
    "There's a part of me I can't get back. A little girl grew up too fast. All it took was once. I'll never be the same." ~ Demi Lovato
    "The way that I have found the light in my life is through the expressive arts because I know that I will be accepted for the way I am." ~ Me
    "I'm going to get strong again and see you soon. " ~ Anonymous 
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    GreenTeaGreenTea Posts: 12,938 Born on Earth, Raised by The Mix
    Rest in peace K 💔
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    DancerDancer Community Champion Posts: 7,794 Master Poster
    GreenTea said:
    Rest in peace K 💔
    Oh no what happened? Sounds like it has affected you. We are here if you want to talk. <3 
    "There's a part of me I can't get back. A little girl grew up too fast. All it took was once. I'll never be the same." ~ Demi Lovato
    "The way that I have found the light in my life is through the expressive arts because I know that I will be accepted for the way I am." ~ Me
    "I'm going to get strong again and see you soon. " ~ Anonymous 
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    GreenTeaGreenTea Posts: 12,938 Born on Earth, Raised by The Mix
    Salix_alba_2019 said:
    GreenTea said:
    How many times do I need to say "don't run"
    Loool bless

    My sister works with little ones and shes tells me that she conatanly has to repeat herself 


    Story of my life. Pretty sure I repeat the same comments on a minutely basis
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    GreenTeaGreenTea Posts: 12,938 Born on Earth, Raised by The Mix
    Kasa2103 said:
    GreenTea said:
    Rest in peace K 💔
    Oh no what happened? Sounds like it has affected you. We are here if you want to talk. <3 

    Thank you. Not ready to talk about it right now, not long found out and trying to process it
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    DancerDancer Community Champion Posts: 7,794 Master Poster
    GreenTea said:
    Kasa2103 said:
    GreenTea said:
    Rest in peace K 💔
    Oh no what happened? Sounds like it has affected you. We are here if you want to talk. <3 

    Thank you. Not ready to talk about it right now, not long found out and trying to process it
    No problem. That makes sense.  Sometimes it takes a while to be able to process what has just happened. 
    "There's a part of me I can't get back. A little girl grew up too fast. All it took was once. I'll never be the same." ~ Demi Lovato
    "The way that I have found the light in my life is through the expressive arts because I know that I will be accepted for the way I am." ~ Me
    "I'm going to get strong again and see you soon. " ~ Anonymous 
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    DancerDancer Community Champion Posts: 7,794 Master Poster
    GreenTea said:
    Salix_alba_2019 said:
    GreenTea said:
    How many times do I need to say "don't run"
    Loool bless

    My sister works with little ones and shes tells me that she conatanly has to repeat herself 


    Story of my life. Pretty sure I repeat the same comments on a minutely basis
    Lol.
    "There's a part of me I can't get back. A little girl grew up too fast. All it took was once. I'll never be the same." ~ Demi Lovato
    "The way that I have found the light in my life is through the expressive arts because I know that I will be accepted for the way I am." ~ Me
    "I'm going to get strong again and see you soon. " ~ Anonymous 
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    SienaSiena Posts: 15,499 Skive's The Limit
    Sleeping round my sisters. I dont like sleepint round others 
    “And when they look at you, they won't see everything you've been through. They won't see the **** that turned to scars that began to fade with time. They won't see the heartbreaking things that shook up and changed your entire world. They won't know how many tears you cried or even what it was you were crying about. They won't see how strong you had to be because you had no other choice. What they will see though is how compassionate you are because you experienced pain. What they will see is how kind you are because you experienced how cruel the world is. What they will see is how good you are because you've seen how bad things or people can be. The difference between you and your experiences are who you choose to be, despite everything that could have turned you cold and unkind.You are the good the world needs and the best of us.” ~ Kirsten Corley
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    BubblesGoesBooBubblesGoesBoo Posts: 3,590 Community Veteran
    Drinking after my meds in the hope it will knock me out for the night 🙃
    ' So I put a bullet where I shouda put a helmet, and I crash my car cause I wanna get carried away, that's why I'm standing on the overpass screaming at myself 'hey, I wanna get better''  
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    BubblesGoesBooBubblesGoesBoo Posts: 3,590 Community Veteran
    BubblesGoesBoo said:
    Drinking after my meds in the hope it will knock me out for the night 🙃
    Probably shouldn't be drinking on antibiotics but hey ho. 
    ' So I put a bullet where I shouda put a helmet, and I crash my car cause I wanna get carried away, that's why I'm standing on the overpass screaming at myself 'hey, I wanna get better''  
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    SienaSiena Posts: 15,499 Skive's The Limit
    edited January 2020
    BubblesGoesBoo said:
    BubblesGoesBoo said:
    Drinking after my meds in the hope it will knock me out for the night 🙃
    Probably shouldn't be drinking on antibiotics but hey ho. 
    Stay safe <3
    “And when they look at you, they won't see everything you've been through. They won't see the **** that turned to scars that began to fade with time. They won't see the heartbreaking things that shook up and changed your entire world. They won't know how many tears you cried or even what it was you were crying about. They won't see how strong you had to be because you had no other choice. What they will see though is how compassionate you are because you experienced pain. What they will see is how kind you are because you experienced how cruel the world is. What they will see is how good you are because you've seen how bad things or people can be. The difference between you and your experiences are who you choose to be, despite everything that could have turned you cold and unkind.You are the good the world needs and the best of us.” ~ Kirsten Corley
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    SienaSiena Posts: 15,499 Skive's The Limit
    edited January 2020
    How normal is it for a dog to be sick a few times:/
    “And when they look at you, they won't see everything you've been through. They won't see the **** that turned to scars that began to fade with time. They won't see the heartbreaking things that shook up and changed your entire world. They won't know how many tears you cried or even what it was you were crying about. They won't see how strong you had to be because you had no other choice. What they will see though is how compassionate you are because you experienced pain. What they will see is how kind you are because you experienced how cruel the world is. What they will see is how good you are because you've seen how bad things or people can be. The difference between you and your experiences are who you choose to be, despite everything that could have turned you cold and unkind.You are the good the world needs and the best of us.” ~ Kirsten Corley
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