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The 'I need a hug' thread - please read first post before posting :)

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  • Kathleen07Kathleen07 Posts: 1,936 Taking your piece of the pi
    GreenTea said:
    Really struggling with breathing and the inhaler and feeling so deflated. Just want to be Hugged right now 😭
    Sending big virtual ones <3
    davcr0ckJade09
  • Kathleen07Kathleen07 Posts: 1,936 Taking your piece of the pi
    I don't think I can go out with my family tomorrow. I'm trying to convince myself because a small part of me does want to, but there's nothing I want to do because it doesn't make me happy and I feel so tired. I shouldn't have even been born at all so there's no reason to celebrate. All I feel capable of doing is hiding in my room and crying.

    I was born at 10am so I feel like saying goodbye at the same time tomorrow. But I won't.
    BubblesGoesBooSalix_alba_2019davcr0ckchubbydumplingShaunieJade09
  • ShaunieShaunie England 🏠Posts: 9,713 Supreme Poster
    I think i could cry at the thought of going to work on the weekend. On my way i just feel so tempted to go a different way and kill myself in some spefici place i know 
    if you have the strength to sustain anorexia you have the strength to overcome it
    Kathleen07davcr0ckJade09
  • GreenTeaGreenTea ☕🌻☕ MidlandsPosts: 6,472 Master Poster
    Feeling more awake after taking sleep meds is actually the worst. Why is this not helping my insomnia? 🙃 Losing the will to live at this point

    The scars you can't see are the hardest to heal.     

    Astrid Alauda

    Kathleen07davcr0ckJade09
  • ShaunieShaunie England 🏠Posts: 9,713 Supreme Poster
    GreenTea said:
    Feeling more awake after taking sleep meds is actually the worst. Why is this not helping my insomnia? 🙃 Losing the will to live at this point
    Try promethazine. That knocks me out for a day
    if you have the strength to sustain anorexia you have the strength to overcome it
    Kathleen07davcr0ckJade09Laine
  • GreenTeaGreenTea ☕🌻☕ MidlandsPosts: 6,472 Master Poster
    Shaunie said:
    GreenTea said:
    Feeling more awake after taking sleep meds is actually the worst. Why is this not helping my insomnia? 🙃 Losing the will to live at this point
    Try promethazine. That knocks me out for a day

    That's what I'm on 😂 

    The scars you can't see are the hardest to heal.     

    Astrid Alauda

    davcr0ckJade09Laine
  • ShaunieShaunie England 🏠Posts: 9,713 Supreme Poster
    GreenTea said:
    Shaunie said:
    GreenTea said:
    Feeling more awake after taking sleep meds is actually the worst. Why is this not helping my insomnia? 🙃 Losing the will to live at this point
    Try promethazine. That knocks me out for a day

    That's what I'm on 😂 
    Oh gosh i don’t know how youre still awake then lol
    if you have the strength to sustain anorexia you have the strength to overcome it
    GreenTeadavcr0ckLaine
  • GreenTeaGreenTea ☕🌻☕ MidlandsPosts: 6,472 Master Poster
    Shaunie said:
    GreenTea said:
    Shaunie said:
    GreenTea said:
    Feeling more awake after taking sleep meds is actually the worst. Why is this not helping my insomnia? 🙃 Losing the will to live at this point
    Try promethazine. That knocks me out for a day

    That's what I'm on 😂 
    Oh gosh i don’t know how youre still awake then lol


    Guess I'm a strange case of insomnia because nothing seems to knock me out at the moment and I'm going crazy 🙃

    The scars you can't see are the hardest to heal.     

    Astrid Alauda

    ShaunieKathleen07davcr0ckJade09Laine
  • Horselove19Horselove19 Posts: 4 Newbie
    no one likes me and i feel lost and painful

    Kathleen07Shauniedavcr0ckJade09Salix_alba_2019Laine
  • Kathleen07Kathleen07 Posts: 1,936 Taking your piece of the pi
    no one likes me and i feel lost and painful

    We're here if you want to talk more about it, I promise people like and would like you <3
    davcr0ckJade09Laine
  • GreenTeaGreenTea ☕🌻☕ MidlandsPosts: 6,472 Master Poster
    Shaunie said:
    GreenTea said:
    Shaunie said:
    GreenTea said:
    Feeling more awake after taking sleep meds is actually the worst. Why is this not helping my insomnia? 🙃 Losing the will to live at this point
    Try promethazine. That knocks me out for a day

    That's what I'm on 😂 
    Oh gosh i don’t know how youre still awake then lol

    Tried it again last night and slept for 9 hours 😂 maybe my body was jus fighting it yesterday

    The scars you can't see are the hardest to heal.     

    Astrid Alauda

    Kathleen07davcr0ckJade09Laine
  • Butterfly23Butterfly23 Miniposter England Posts: 817 Trailblazer
    Love being made to feel guilty for cancelling plans 😴 so fed up 
    Kathleen07Shauniedavcr0ckLaine
  • Kathleen07Kathleen07 Posts: 1,936 Taking your piece of the pi
    edited December 2019
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    Shauniedavcr0ckJade09Laine
  • Kathleen07Kathleen07 Posts: 1,936 Taking your piece of the pi
    I feel so alone :'(
    davcr0ckJade09Laine
  • LubnaLubna Posts: 496 Budding Regular
    Just popped up on my Facebook that the hostel where I got raped has changed it's slogo and "The rebrand is just one way the hostel has changed in the last few years. Since adopting a Trauma Informed Approach in 2016" the rape happened in 2015🤔 bit of a coinincidence.
    Kathleen07Jade09chubbydumplingLaine
  • *BananaMonkey**BananaMonkey* Lyrical Poster Posts: 5,329 Part of The Furniture
    To all those who need them at the minute I'm offering hugs. :heart:

    You don't need to go through anything alone, we are all here for each and every one of you :heart:

    Hugs :smile::heart:
    " And everywhere I am, there you'll be, your love made me make it through, oh I owe so much to you "
    " So I say thank you for the music, the songs I'm singing, thanks for all the joy they're bringing, who can live without it, I ask in all honestly what would life be? Without a song or a dance, what are we? So I say thank you for the music, for giving it to me "
    '' It's a beautiful day and I can't stop myself from smiling "
    BubblesGoesBooKathleen07Jade09davcr0ckLaine
  • Kathleen07Kathleen07 Posts: 1,936 Taking your piece of the pi
    I can't take it anymore. Please tell me how I could be so awful that the whole world has their back turned to me. I feel so invisible yet despised, it's the most isolated feeling. Please just tell me how to be better because I'm really sick of this. Is it the way I write? The way I feel? The way I look?

    I feel like I should kill myself because I don't want to hurt people anymore. I never meant any harm. It's not fair, I don't know why I was ever born if this is all I am.
    *BananaMonkey*LubnaJade09chubbydumplingdavcr0ckMikeLaine
  • LubnaLubna Posts: 496 Budding Regular
    Really want to end it all but my mum💔😭 
    Kathleen07davcr0ckMikeLaine
  • BubblesGoesBooBubblesGoesBoo Sunny ScotlandPosts: 3,529 Community Veteran
    It's S's birthday today, why did she have to die, why did BPD have to take her?
    ' So I put a bullet where I shouda put a helmet, and I crash my car cause I wanna get carried away, that's why I'm standing on the overpass screaming at myself 'hey, I wanna get better''  
    Kathleen07davcr0ckMikeLaine
  • StephanieStephanie Posts: 704 Super Moderator
    Hey Folks, 

    Just wanted to pop on here to offer you all some hugs, it sounds like lots of you are struggling at the minute, it's really positive to see you all reaching out for some hugs and some support, :heart:

    Just wanted to let you all know that you are all amazing, sending hugs :heart:
                                   "Happiness can be found even in the darkest of times if only one remembers to turn on the light" 

    - Albus Dumbledore 

    "Like when I was down you just had that smile that made me feel like everything's worthwhile. Thinking of the day when you went away, what a life to take, what a bond to break, I'll be missing you"

    Kathleen07Laine
  • BubblesGoesBooBubblesGoesBoo Sunny ScotlandPosts: 3,529 Community Veteran
    Staff night out tonight and I really don't want to go but have my colleague stopping the night for it so kinda have to go 🙃 
    ' So I put a bullet where I shouda put a helmet, and I crash my car cause I wanna get carried away, that's why I'm standing on the overpass screaming at myself 'hey, I wanna get better''  
    Kathleen07MikeLaine
  • GreenTeaGreenTea ☕🌻☕ MidlandsPosts: 6,472 Master Poster
    Really struggling at the moment. More than normal. Every day just feels like it's dragging and I have no emotions. I cant cry. I cant smile..

    The scars you can't see are the hardest to heal.     

    Astrid Alauda

    Kathleen07MikeLaine
  • GreenTeaGreenTea ☕🌻☕ MidlandsPosts: 6,472 Master Poster
    edited December 2019
    Idk if I'm having a breathing episode or if it's anxiety..so Ive taken anxiety meds and about to do a breathing treatment 🤷🤷

    The scars you can't see are the hardest to heal.     

    Astrid Alauda

    Kathleen07Laine
  • ShaunieShaunie England 🏠Posts: 9,713 Supreme Poster
    if you have the strength to sustain anorexia you have the strength to overcome it
    Kathleen07Laine
  • ShaunieShaunie England 🏠Posts: 9,713 Supreme Poster
    If the nhs does actually get sold that would be my peer support qualifcation out the window:(
    if you have the strength to sustain anorexia you have the strength to overcome it
    Kathleen07Laine
  • Kasa2103Kasa2103 This Is Me! ❤👅👌🤓💃🎤 South EastPosts: 3,699 Community Veteran
    And my treatment plan out the window :( 
    Everyone is special in their own way. We make each other strong (we make each other strong.) We're not the same. We're different in a good way. Together's where we belong. We're all in this together. Once we know. That we are. We're all stars. And we see that. We're all in this together. And it shows. When we stand. Hand in hand. Make our dreams come true.
    Kathleen07MikeLaine
  • ShaunieShaunie England 🏠Posts: 9,713 Supreme Poster
    I feel soooo shit
    if you have the strength to sustain anorexia you have the strength to overcome it
    JellyelephantMikeLaineKathleen07
  • Salix_alba_2019Salix_alba_2019 Posts: 695 Incredible Poster
    edited December 2019
    Imagine getting a bill for trying to hurt yourself when all  you need is help ...
    LaineKathleen07
  • LaineLaine Llama Mama Gone for GooPosts: 2,114 Boards Champion
    Sending hugs to all that need it 💕

    I'm okay but feel really rough so had to cancel being an elf today at my garden center and I actually was looking forward to it 😂 

    Also getting overworked Because this term is so long! Roll on crimbo holidays 😍

    🌈Positive thoughts🌈

    "What's gonna be left of the world if you're not in it?" ~ Bastille

    "Here's to the ones that we got
    Cheers to the wish you were here, but you're not" ~ Maroon 5
    Kathleen07
  • ShaunieShaunie England 🏠Posts: 9,713 Supreme Poster
    I self harm when im hungry
    if you have the strength to sustain anorexia you have the strength to overcome it
    Laine
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