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  • ShaunieShaunie I’m alive but I’m dead England 🏠Posts: 11,360 An Original Mixlorian
    Dont feel well.  Have massive headache & is either from my wisdom teeth or low iron. And i cant eat much because of my wisdom teeth. 

    And my stomach feels horrible & raw & not well 😐🙃
     
    Kathleen07Millie2787littlegemz
  • Millie2787Millie2787 🐶 💜 Posts: 3,655 Community Veteran
    edited March 2019
    Oh god I’m going into placement with a nighty hidden under my placment top and leggings on and my dressing gown and slippers in my bag  as Sophie from the BFG or someone from the sleepover club I attucally hate world book day 😆
    Sometimes all you need is one person to believe in you , for you to begin to believe in yourself.
    Kathleen07BubblesGoesBoo
  • BubblesGoesBooBubblesGoesBoo Sunny ScotlandPosts: 3,539 Community Veteran
    I’ve got something important happening today and would really appreciate some positive vibes and words of encouragement. Wish me luck. 👌
    ' So I put a bullet where I shouda put a helmet, and I crash my car cause I wanna get carried away, that's why I'm standing on the overpass screaming at myself 'hey, I wanna get better''  
    Millie2787Kathleen07
  • Millie2787Millie2787 🐶 💜 Posts: 3,655 Community Veteran
    The things I do to raise awareness for Young Carers . I’m on the first bus of the day because the next one dosent get me to the school on time 🤦🏻‍♀️ Why I agreeed to do it god knows , Anxiety pricking inducing and panic attacks at the ready 
    Sometimes all you need is one person to believe in you , for you to begin to believe in yourself.
    Kathleen07
  • Kathleen07Kathleen07 Posts: 1,935 Extreme Poster
    I’ve got something important happening today and would really appreciate some positive vibes and words of encouragement. Wish me luck. 👌
    @BubblesGoesBoo Sending positive vibes and love your way <3 Best of luck!
    BubblesGoesBoo
  • Millie2787Millie2787 🐶 💜 Posts: 3,655 Community Veteran
    I’m so upset with my tutor so much 😭 she’s so fucking useless it’s unbelievable 
    Sometimes all you need is one person to believe in you , for you to begin to believe in yourself.
    Kathleen07
  • ShaunieShaunie I’m alive but I’m dead England 🏠Posts: 11,360 An Original Mixlorian
    My sister keeps saying how lazy i am and how i do "fuck all" and i am really stressed and it is making me want to punch her. So i dont and self harm instead

    i feel so overwhelmed. She normally tells me how lazy i am and normally i dont care but i do cause i have done something today and she is still telling me all this shit and making me feel i cant handle life
     
    Kathleen07
  • Millie2787Millie2787 🐶 💜 Posts: 3,655 Community Veteran
    Filling this form out is doing my head it ....... Also anyone know what a "Quote of Mantra is ?  :#
    Sometimes all you need is one person to believe in you , for you to begin to believe in yourself.
  • ShaunieShaunie I’m alive but I’m dead England 🏠Posts: 11,360 An Original Mixlorian
    My head feels very stressed
     
    Millie2787BubblesGoesBoo
  • ShaunieShaunie I’m alive but I’m dead England 🏠Posts: 11,360 An Original Mixlorian
    I am soo fed up of being tired & i think id rather have food posioning than go to work tomorrow 
     
    BubblesGoesBooMillie2787
  • ShaunieShaunie I’m alive but I’m dead England 🏠Posts: 11,360 An Original Mixlorian
    Monday night i purged. Tuesday night i purged, wesdnesday night i purged, thursday evening i purged, friday night i purged, saturday night i didnt, sunday night(now) i will try not to. 

    I guess ive had a week where i feel fat & guilty from my increased diet
     
    Millie2787Kathleen07
  • Millie2787Millie2787 🐶 💜 Posts: 3,655 Community Veteran
    I get my exam results today for H&S and CCLD . So anxious to log into our college gateway in the morning - my English results have been taken away from my exam results page which means they’re preparing for these ones to be put up 😭
    Sometimes all you need is one person to believe in you , for you to begin to believe in yourself.
    Kathleen07
  • Millie2787Millie2787 🐶 💜 Posts: 3,655 Community Veteran
    Guess who failed health and social care - Ohh yes that’s meeeeee 
    Sometimes all you need is one person to believe in you , for you to begin to believe in yourself.
    Kathleen07
  • ShaunieShaunie I’m alive but I’m dead England 🏠Posts: 11,360 An Original Mixlorian
    edited March 2019
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    Kathleen07
  • AbigailAbigail Carer/musician Posts: 684 Incredible Poster
    Having a rough old night been a while since I've had one of these ☹
    Some people think I am unhappy. I'm not. I just approach silence in the world that never stops talking.
    Millie2787Kathleen07
  • Millie2787Millie2787 🐶 💜 Posts: 3,655 Community Veteran
    please no i cant be dealing with another 3 hour panic attack like Friday night  :'(
    Sometimes all you need is one person to believe in you , for you to begin to believe in yourself.
    Kathleen07
  • *BananaMonkey**BananaMonkey* Lyrical Poster Posts: 5,379 Part of The Furniture


    Just leaving this here for those who may need them :heart:
    " And everywhere I am, there you'll be, your love made me make it through, oh I owe so much to you "
    " So I say thank you for the music, the songs I'm singing, thanks for all the joy they're bringing, who can live without it, I ask in all honestly what would life be? Without a song or a dance, what are we? So I say thank you for the music, for giving it to me "
    '' It's a beautiful day and I can't stop myself from smiling "
    Kathleen07
  • Millie2787Millie2787 🐶 💜 Posts: 3,655 Community Veteran
    Fucking anxiety 😭
    Sometimes all you need is one person to believe in you , for you to begin to believe in yourself.
    Kathleen07
  • ShaunieShaunie I’m alive but I’m dead England 🏠Posts: 11,360 An Original Mixlorian
    My sister throw water at me while calling me lazy because i wouldnt clean the floor
     
    Kathleen07
  • ShaunieShaunie I’m alive but I’m dead England 🏠Posts: 11,360 An Original Mixlorian

    I swear my sister is just making me feel so shit today. 😭😭😭😭😭 she was asking what my letter was about - i said it was saying about how i have abnormalities in my heart - she wanted to see what the letter exactly said because mum has a really bad heart condition that we have 50% getting. So i guess why she wanted to see it. But i didnt want her to see it since it said i abuse laxatives. So i said no and she got really weird about it. I just said its adress to me so you cant get annoyed. And then she was like "its not a game" like wtf where did that sentence come from. Ofc its not a game.

     
    Kathleen07Aife
  • BubblesGoesBooBubblesGoesBoo Sunny ScotlandPosts: 3,539 Community Veteran
    I've lost control and turned myself into a monster.
    ' So I put a bullet where I shouda put a helmet, and I crash my car cause I wanna get carried away, that's why I'm standing on the overpass screaming at myself 'hey, I wanna get better''  
    Kathleen07Millie2787Aife
  • AifeAife LondonPosts: 2,207 Moderator
    Hope you're doing okay today @BubblesGoesBoo <3
    Maybe somethings don't get better, but we do. We get stronger. We learn to live with our situations as messy and ugly as they are. We fix what we can and we adapt to what we can't. Maybe some of us will never fully be okay, but at least we're here. We're still trying. We're doing the best we can. That's worth celebrating too ❤
  • Millie2787Millie2787 🐶 💜 Posts: 3,655 Community Veteran
    Feel so worthless and not wanted 
    Sometimes all you need is one person to believe in you , for you to begin to believe in yourself.
    Kathleen07
  • Kathleen07Kathleen07 Posts: 1,935 Extreme Poster
    Feel so worthless and not wanted 
    You're not worthless, and I want you. You're sweet and funny and all round a good person. I know that doesn't help though. <3
  • mags98mags98 Posts: 287 Moderator
    @Millie2787 You're not worthless. We all have a purpose, sometimes things can cloud our judgment temporarily.

    Do you have any pets?
  • Kasa2103Kasa2103 Cheese Alert! 🧀⚠️ Posts: 4,489 The Mix Elder
    I really need a hug. I don't wanna go to school thanks to my student support officer almost making me cry yesterday. 

    Also Thursday will be the worst day ever because it is the estimated death date of Ginny. Ginny is a super cute cat I met at the cat cafe. 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭 I love you so much Ginny. Say hello to Buhla for me please. I don't want you to die. 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭💔💔💔💔💔💔💔💔💔💔💔💔💔💔💔💔💔 Sounds really dramatic but it is how I feel. 
    I know that things have been really strange over the last few months and that many people have been struggling a lot but you are all really brave and you never have to cope alone. 
    BubblesGoesBooMillie2787ShaunieKathleen07Aife
  • Millie2787Millie2787 🐶 💜 Posts: 3,655 Community Veteran
    I don’t know how I’m going to cope today - I’m a mess , mums not doing great herself and then this morning her best friends dad passed away so that’s affected her more aswell . My family , my life and my friends just seem to be falling apart before my eyes and I can’t do anything about it 😭
    Sometimes all you need is one person to believe in you , for you to begin to believe in yourself.
    ShaunieKathleen07Aife
  • Kathleen07Kathleen07 Posts: 1,935 Extreme Poster
    Sending hugs everyone <3 xx
  • ShaunieShaunie I’m alive but I’m dead England 🏠Posts: 11,360 An Original Mixlorian
    Hugss
    🤗
     
    Kathleen07
  • ShaunieShaunie I’m alive but I’m dead England 🏠Posts: 11,360 An Original Mixlorian
    I am so sad. It always randomly hits me that i have no friends at all - what sort of loser does that make me. :( everyone has friends
    so alone
     
    Kasa2103Millie2787AifeKathleen07
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