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The 'I need a hug' thread - please read first post before posting :)

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  • GreenTeaGreenTea ☕🌻☕ MidlandsPosts: 6,711 Master Poster
    Going to take each day as it comes.

    I ended my relationship with partner because it was the right thing to do for us both. Its weird, I feel so light but that's not to say that he was weighing me down because our relation was and still is great. 

    I'm happy that I'll be graduating but my mind is also telling that I could have done better 😅
    Coming out with a 2nd class honours through no fault of my own. All I did was rush and never ask for feedback. 

    Meh

    Sending massive hugs

    The scars you can't see are the hardest to heal.     

    Astrid Alauda

    Salix_alba_2019
  • LaineLaine Llama Mama Gone for GooPosts: 2,146 Boards Champion
    If anyone needs me I'll be under my blanket fort with a bar of chocolate and a cuppa while I play animal crossing 

    I need a cuddle, a doggo and this nightmare to be over 
    Why did I sign up for another year of college

    🌈Positive thoughts🌈

    "What's gonna be left of the world if you're not in it?" ~ Bastille

    "Here's to the ones that we got
    Cheers to the wish you were here, but you're not" ~ Maroon 5
    ShaunieSalix_alba_2019independent_StarlightLiam
  • ShaunieShaunie England 🏠Posts: 9,864 Supreme Poster
    if you have the strength to sustain anorexia you have the strength to overcome it
    Salix_alba_2019LiamLaine
  • GreenTeaGreenTea ☕🌻☕ MidlandsPosts: 6,711 Master Poster
    Laine said:
    If anyone needs me I'll be under my blanket fort with a bar of chocolate and a cuppa while I play animal crossing 

    I need a cuddle, a doggo and this nightmare to be over 
    Why did I sign up for another year of college

    Sending you lots of love and hugs. You can do this 💕 have a you day and try again tomorrow

    The scars you can't see are the hardest to heal.     

    Astrid Alauda

    Laine
  • GreenTeaGreenTea ☕🌻☕ MidlandsPosts: 6,711 Master Poster
    Life changing decision made and I'm actually.. scared and nervous..

    The scars you can't see are the hardest to heal.     

    Astrid Alauda

    independent_StarlightLiamLaine
  • LaineLaine Llama Mama Gone for GooPosts: 2,146 Boards Champion
    Thanks sending all the hugs back everyone 💖

    Me days are much needed when PMDD is around I'm taking it easy :) 


    🌈Positive thoughts🌈

    "What's gonna be left of the world if you're not in it?" ~ Bastille

    "Here's to the ones that we got
    Cheers to the wish you were here, but you're not" ~ Maroon 5
    GreenTeaindependent_Salix_alba_2019Starlight
  • GreenTeaGreenTea ☕🌻☕ MidlandsPosts: 6,711 Master Poster
    I really need a blood test. This constant physically exhaustion just isn't ok

    The scars you can't see are the hardest to heal.     

    Astrid Alauda

    independent_Laine
  • independent_independent_ Resident Coffee Addict ScotlandPosts: 3,906 Community Veteran
    Feeling rubbish today. :( 
    “Sometimes the people around you won’t understand your journey. They don’t need to, it’s not for them.”
    GreenTeaLaineSalix_alba_2019Shaunie
  • Salix_alba_2019Salix_alba_2019 Posts: 735 Incredible Poster
    GreenTea said:
    I really need a blood test. This constant physically exhaustion just isn't ok
    Same here, even walking is tiring 😢
    independent_
  • GreenTeaGreenTea ☕🌻☕ MidlandsPosts: 6,711 Master Poster
    GreenTea said:
    I really need a blood test. This constant physically exhaustion just isn't ok
    Same here, even walking is tiring 😢

    Honestly today i feel like I'm just dragging myself around and I can't stand up for long, I feel like I could drop to sleep at any second.. constantly

    The scars you can't see are the hardest to heal.     

    Astrid Alauda

    independent_Salix_alba_2019
  • ShaunieShaunie England 🏠Posts: 9,864 Supreme Poster
    GreenTea said:
    GreenTea said:
    I really need a blood test. This constant physically exhaustion just isn't ok
    Same here, even walking is tiring 😢

    Honestly today i feel like I'm just dragging myself around and I can't stand up for long, I feel like I could drop to sleep at any second.. constantly
    Same three
    if you have the strength to sustain anorexia you have the strength to overcome it
  • Salix_alba_2019Salix_alba_2019 Posts: 735 Incredible Poster
    Feeling a bit sad and guilty for various reasons. 

    independent_GreenTea
  • ShaunieShaunie England 🏠Posts: 9,864 Supreme Poster
    edited July 3
    Visit from the police 💩
    I’ve only spoke to the mix today groupChat.  so guessing it was that. (Hope can say that ) could of atleast warned  me.😶 spoke to me outside and then spoke family about me. 
    if you have the strength to sustain anorexia you have the strength to overcome it
    independent_Starlight
  • ShaunieShaunie England 🏠Posts: 9,864 Supreme Poster
    edited July 4
    My mum spoke about herself to the police😂 So typical   Now police have gone they don’t show they care the slightest

    he took away the stuff I brought today. Which costs money for fuck sake

    and I wasn’t wearing make up. Felt horrible and naked
    if you have the strength to sustain anorexia you have the strength to overcome it
    Starlight
  • ShaunieShaunie England 🏠Posts: 9,864 Supreme Poster
    edited July 4
    Police : “speak to your family about how you feel. Your sister maybe. Sisters are probably the best person to speak to”

    my sister when the police leave : “did you know they was going to come. You must of because it’s happened loads of times. Don’t you know what to say yet to make sure they don’t”

    me : “ They don’t always tell me”

    my sister “right”


    glad that clarified that I shouldn’t open up to you 
    if you have the strength to sustain anorexia you have the strength to overcome it
    Starlightindependent_Salix_alba_2019chubbydumplingJellyelephant
  • GreenTeaGreenTea ☕🌻☕ MidlandsPosts: 6,711 Master Poster
    edited July 4
    Forget it. I don't matter and nobody would even notice I'm gone. 

    The scars you can't see are the hardest to heal.     

    Astrid Alauda

    StarlightSalix_alba_2019
  • GreenTeaGreenTea ☕🌻☕ MidlandsPosts: 6,711 Master Poster
    I text shout and had no reply since I responded to question what's on your mind

    The scars you can't see are the hardest to heal.     

    Astrid Alauda

    independent_
  • GreenTeaGreenTea ☕🌻☕ MidlandsPosts: 6,711 Master Poster
    Finally got s repsonse and spoke for 50 minutes. Came up with a plan to get me through the next couple days. 
    I'm exhausted.
    I think I need to try and sleep

    The scars you can't see are the hardest to heal.     

    Astrid Alauda

    Salix_alba_2019Starlightindependent_
  • StarlightStarlight 💃danceaholic🩰 Posts: 1,257 Wise Owl
    I just couldn’t muster up the energy today. I feel exhausted and every little part or my body aches. My head hurts and I’m just so done I don’t see the point in forcing myself out of bed and getting changed. I just needed a break from classes this morning. I hope my dance teacher isn’t annoyed or mad at me.
    There’s a million things I haven’t done, but just you wait!

    * Shine like the star you are! *
    ShaunieGreenTeaindependent_
  • ShaunieShaunie England 🏠Posts: 9,864 Supreme Poster
    Omg I feel awful
    if you have the strength to sustain anorexia you have the strength to overcome it
    Starlightindependent_
  • GreenTeaGreenTea ☕🌻☕ MidlandsPosts: 6,711 Master Poster
    All I want is sleep. I want to text shout again but is it to much to reach out when I only spoke to them at 4am?

    The scars you can't see are the hardest to heal.     

    Astrid Alauda

    Starlightindependent_
  • GreenTeaGreenTea ☕🌻☕ MidlandsPosts: 6,711 Master Poster
    Is it too needy to reach out to SHOUT again?
    I'm really struggling

    The scars you can't see are the hardest to heal.     

    Astrid Alauda

    independent_
  • DandelionDandelion Posts: 592 Incredible Poster
    GreenTea said:
    Is it too needy to reach out to SHOUT again?
    I'm really struggling
    You shouldn’t ever feel bad for using it, it’s there to help you x
    Today is a great day for a great day. 
    GreenTea
  • GreenTeaGreenTea ☕🌻☕ MidlandsPosts: 6,711 Master Poster
    Dandelion said:
    GreenTea said:
    Is it too needy to reach out to SHOUT again?
    I'm really struggling
    You shouldn’t ever feel bad for using it, it’s there to help you x


    I guess. I reached out to them early hours of this morning. Just feels like I'm being needy and don't walk anyone to attack me for over using it 
    I've been really open about reaching out because I'm trying to convince myself that it doesn't make me weak

    The scars you can't see are the hardest to heal.     

    Astrid Alauda

    independent_
  • DandelionDandelion Posts: 592 Incredible Poster
    GreenTea said:
    Dandelion said:
    GreenTea said:
    Is it too needy to reach out to SHOUT again?
    I'm really struggling
    You shouldn’t ever feel bad for using it, it’s there to help you x


    I guess. I reached out to them early hours of this morning. Just feels like I'm being needy and don't walk anyone to attack me for over using it 
    I've been really open about reaching out because I'm trying to convince myself that it doesn't make me weak
    It definitely does not make you weak, you’re so brave for reaching out. Sometimes you need to just talk to someone about things and that’s okay to do no matter how often you have to x
    Today is a great day for a great day. 
    GreenTeaSalix_alba_2019
  • GreenTeaGreenTea ☕🌻☕ MidlandsPosts: 6,711 Master Poster
    Dandelion said:
    GreenTea said:
    Dandelion said:
    GreenTea said:
    Is it too needy to reach out to SHOUT again?
    I'm really struggling
    You shouldn’t ever feel bad for using it, it’s there to help you x


    I guess. I reached out to them early hours of this morning. Just feels like I'm being needy and don't walk anyone to attack me for over using it 
    I've been really open about reaching out because I'm trying to convince myself that it doesn't make me weak
    It definitely does not make you weak, you’re so brave for reaching out. Sometimes you need to just talk to someone about things and that’s okay to do no matter how often you have to x

    Thank you. I don't feel brave. Just feel weak 

    The scars you can't see are the hardest to heal.     

    Astrid Alauda

    Salix_alba_2019
  • ShaunieShaunie England 🏠Posts: 9,864 Supreme Poster
    Really bad thoughts
    if you have the strength to sustain anorexia you have the strength to overcome it
    independent_Salix_alba_2019
  • Kasa2103Kasa2103 This Is Me! ❤👅👌🤓💃🎤 South EastPosts: 3,751 Community Veteran
    Stuff has been going on inside my head which keeps on bothering me.
    Everyone is special in their own way. We make each other strong (we make each other strong.) We're not the same. We're different in a good way. Together's where we belong. We're all in this together. Once we know. That we are. We're all stars. And we see that. We're all in this together. And it shows. When we stand. Hand in hand. Make our dreams come true.
    ShaunieStarlightindependent_
  • Salix_alba_2019Salix_alba_2019 Posts: 735 Incredible Poster
    I feel like I've been carying around this cloud of sadness today. 

    Slipping into relapse has made me miserable but with each day I've continued to challenge myself. I definitely feel like it's tied in with my degree classification and as a way of "proving" myself. I couldnt even tell my boyfriend at the time that I had sort of relapsed.

    There isn't much to do apart from getting on with things. 
    Millie2787GreenTeaShaunieindependent_Dandelion
  • ShaunieShaunie England 🏠Posts: 9,864 Supreme Poster
    @Salix_alba_2019
    relapse is apart of recovering <3


    if you have the strength to sustain anorexia you have the strength to overcome it
    Salix_alba_2019Starlight
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