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Jacob101Jacob101 Posts: 687 Incredible Poster
Maybe these suicidal thoughts are right, maybe i shouldn't exist, i dont deserve to exist. I want to be dead
''Say what you wanna say and let the words fall out. Honestly, i wanna see you be brave''. 
-Sara Bareilles

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  • *BananaMonkey**BananaMonkey* Lyrical Poster Posts: 5,426 Part of The Furniture
    Hey Jacob,

    It sounds like things are very difficult for you at the minute. Have you spoken to anyone about this? Also do you have any other support in place?

    Everyone deserves to exist, and be alive.

    " And everywhere I am, there you'll be, your love made me make it through, oh I owe so much to you "
    " So I say thank you for the music, the songs I'm singing, thanks for all the joy they're bringing, who can live without it, I ask in all honestly what would life be? Without a song or a dance, what are we? So I say thank you for the music, for giving it to me "
    '' It's a beautiful day and I can't stop myself from smiling "
  • Jacob101Jacob101 Posts: 687 Incredible Poster
    Hey Jacob,

    It sounds like things are very difficult for you at the minute. Have you spoken to anyone about this? Also do you have any other support in place?

    Everyone deserves to exist, and be alive.


    No and i have a counsellor which im trying to contact but i dont see him again till Monday.
    ''Say what you wanna say and let the words fall out. Honestly, i wanna see you be brave''. 
    -Sara Bareilles
  • *BananaMonkey**BananaMonkey* Lyrical Poster Posts: 5,426 Part of The Furniture
    Jacob101 wrote: »


    No and i have a counsellor which im trying to contact but i dont see him again till Monday.


    It's good you have a counsellor. Do you think you could maybe write things down, as if you would if you were talking to your counsellor, just to get it all out I guess?

    " And everywhere I am, there you'll be, your love made me make it through, oh I owe so much to you "
    " So I say thank you for the music, the songs I'm singing, thanks for all the joy they're bringing, who can live without it, I ask in all honestly what would life be? Without a song or a dance, what are we? So I say thank you for the music, for giving it to me "
    '' It's a beautiful day and I can't stop myself from smiling "
  • Jacob101Jacob101 Posts: 687 Incredible Poster


    It's good you have a counsellor. Do you think you could maybe write things down, as if you would if you were talking to your counsellor, just to get it all out I guess?


    I could try i guess
    ''Say what you wanna say and let the words fall out. Honestly, i wanna see you be brave''. 
    -Sara Bareilles
  • *BananaMonkey**BananaMonkey* Lyrical Poster Posts: 5,426 Part of The Furniture
    Jacob101 wrote: »


    I could try i guess


    It's a start, and a positive start that may help you feel better about everything.

    Do you want to talk about what your feeling? :heart:
    " And everywhere I am, there you'll be, your love made me make it through, oh I owe so much to you "
    " So I say thank you for the music, the songs I'm singing, thanks for all the joy they're bringing, who can live without it, I ask in all honestly what would life be? Without a song or a dance, what are we? So I say thank you for the music, for giving it to me "
    '' It's a beautiful day and I can't stop myself from smiling "
  • Jacob101Jacob101 Posts: 687 Incredible Poster


    It's a start, and a positive start that may help you feel better about everything.

    Do you want to talk about what your feeling? :heart:


    Just feeling near crisis point
    ''Say what you wanna say and let the words fall out. Honestly, i wanna see you be brave''. 
    -Sara Bareilles
  • *BananaMonkey**BananaMonkey* Lyrical Poster Posts: 5,426 Part of The Furniture
    Do you have a plan in place for when you reach crisis point?
    " And everywhere I am, there you'll be, your love made me make it through, oh I owe so much to you "
    " So I say thank you for the music, the songs I'm singing, thanks for all the joy they're bringing, who can live without it, I ask in all honestly what would life be? Without a song or a dance, what are we? So I say thank you for the music, for giving it to me "
    '' It's a beautiful day and I can't stop myself from smiling "
  • Jacob101Jacob101 Posts: 687 Incredible Poster
    Do you have a plan in place for when you reach crisis point?


    No
    ''Say what you wanna say and let the words fall out. Honestly, i wanna see you be brave''. 
    -Sara Bareilles
  • *BananaMonkey**BananaMonkey* Lyrical Poster Posts: 5,426 Part of The Furniture
    Maybe it could be something you could look into.

    https://www.mind.org.uk/information-support/guides-to-support-and-services/crisis-services/planning-for-a-crisis/#.WntJE6i6_IU

    That website offers information on crisis plans.

    Keep talking on here and hopefully that will be a distraction for you
    " And everywhere I am, there you'll be, your love made me make it through, oh I owe so much to you "
    " So I say thank you for the music, the songs I'm singing, thanks for all the joy they're bringing, who can live without it, I ask in all honestly what would life be? Without a song or a dance, what are we? So I say thank you for the music, for giving it to me "
    '' It's a beautiful day and I can't stop myself from smiling "
  • MikeMike 🖥️🎧 LandaanPosts: 3,486 Community Manager
    Heya @Jacob101 :)

    ​Some great advice from @*BananaMonkey* here - a crisis plan could definitely be worth exploring, perhaps with your counsellor?

    And just a general note that the boards aren't a good place to come if you're at crisis point, just because it's very unlikely that someone will see your post and respond as quickly as you need them to (and these sorts of posts can be tough for a lot of people to respond to). One to one services like crisis helplines (Samaritans and Papyrus, for example) are much better, as they can get you the support you need much more quickly.

    That said, of course the boards are a fine place to talk about things more generally. :yes: How are you feeling today?
    All behaviour is a need trying to be met.

    Want to join the community champions? Drop @TheMix a message!
  • *BananaMonkey**BananaMonkey* Lyrical Poster Posts: 5,426 Part of The Furniture
    Hope your okay today :heart:
    " And everywhere I am, there you'll be, your love made me make it through, oh I owe so much to you "
    " So I say thank you for the music, the songs I'm singing, thanks for all the joy they're bringing, who can live without it, I ask in all honestly what would life be? Without a song or a dance, what are we? So I say thank you for the music, for giving it to me "
    '' It's a beautiful day and I can't stop myself from smiling "
  • Jacob101Jacob101 Posts: 687 Incredible Poster
    Mike wrote: »
    Heya @Jacob101 :)

    ​Some great advice from @*BananaMonkey* here - a crisis plan could definitely be worth exploring, perhaps with your counsellor?

    And just a general note that the boards aren't a good place to come if you're at crisis point, just because it's very unlikely that someone will see your post and respond as quickly as you need them to (and these sorts of posts can be tough for a lot of people to respond to). One to one services like crisis helplines (Samaritans and Papyrus, for example) are much better, as they can get you the support you need much more quickly.

    That said, of course the boards are a fine place to talk about things more generally. :yes: How are you feeling today?


    Yes of course Mike, i understand. And both of you i am feeling a bit better today, just had an exhausting day in London so now im going to relax.
    ''Say what you wanna say and let the words fall out. Honestly, i wanna see you be brave''. 
    -Sara Bareilles
  • *BananaMonkey**BananaMonkey* Lyrical Poster Posts: 5,426 Part of The Furniture
    Jacob101 wrote: »


    Yes of course Mike, i understand. And both of you i am feeling a bit better today, just had an exhausting day in London so now im going to relax.


    Glad your feeling okay :heart:
    " And everywhere I am, there you'll be, your love made me make it through, oh I owe so much to you "
    " So I say thank you for the music, the songs I'm singing, thanks for all the joy they're bringing, who can live without it, I ask in all honestly what would life be? Without a song or a dance, what are we? So I say thank you for the music, for giving it to me "
    '' It's a beautiful day and I can't stop myself from smiling "
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