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ShaunieShaunie Posts: 12,442 Born on Earth, Raised by The Mix
This isn't where i want to be. I'm a burden. Literally. My sister is behind of her work and that is because of Me.im pretty sure shes depressed because of me. I'm sure she's got an eating disorder because of me. I can't watch her stay in bed, unmotivated and become obsessed with food or then excerising. Its all my fault. I dont think i was meant to be here. They would all be happy if i wasn't born and that makes me feel sick and sad. I think i need to leave.

I'm sorry ive burden your site
Hi

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  • AidanAidan Clever idiot Posts: 2,930 Boards Guru
    Hey Shaunie,

    We all burden people sometimes, that's perfectly normal! It isn't your fault either, I know it's tough for you right now :(

    You give a lot to ths site. The support you give has really made an impact. I'm so sorry you feel like this. I'm here for you.

    I think people love you more than you think. You can't know (and it doesnt matter) what their world would be like without you, but I'm sure many many friends and all your family would be devastated to lose you. And it sounds like you need to be there for your sister right now. Imagine how she'd cope without you.

    Everything bad that happens isn't your fault. And you really aren't a burden. Stay strong for us Shaunie, please

    Hope things get better :)
    You know they will ;)
    "Do, or do not, there is no try" <(•.•)>              
  • ShaunieShaunie Posts: 12,442 Born on Earth, Raised by The Mix
    I'm sooo done.
    Hi
  • ShaunieShaunie Posts: 12,442 Born on Earth, Raised by The Mix
    Thank you aidan.
    I feel a lot better today. Didn't choose to be born but i am - so might as well just plod along with life .
    Hi
  • ShaunieShaunie Posts: 12,442 Born on Earth, Raised by The Mix
    Lol. My "friends" don't care. I dont have any. Happy days. I'm so lonely. I csnt get out of bed.

    But no one cares lol.
    Hi
  • ShaunieShaunie Posts: 12,442 Born on Earth, Raised by The Mix
    And im fed up for guinenly caring for people who dont care about me. It's hurtful.
    Hi
  • DreaDrea The Mix Posts: 292 Budding Regular
    Hey Shaunie,

    How are you feeling today? Eating disorders and depression are all mental illnesses which people often find difficult to control so please try not to blame yourself for what your sister is going through! You seem very caring and we're sure your sister if very grateful for you! It can be difficult to not blame yourself for these things but you are such a supportive individual just by looking at how much you support the rest of the users on these discussion boards!

    Hope you're feeling better today!

    Drea:heart:
  • ShaunieShaunie Posts: 12,442 Born on Earth, Raised by The Mix
    Thank you Drea

    Unfortunately my support to her isn't appreciated. She blames me for her not doing her work so I'm sure she blames me for everything else.
    Hi
  • DreaDrea The Mix Posts: 292 Budding Regular
    People often say things they don't necessarily mean when they're going through a tough time but she is your sister and she still loves you! It may just be a case of venting but hope you're okay!

    Drea:heart:
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