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Former MemberFormer Member Posts: 1,876,323 The Mix Honorary Guru
feeling unprotected. very alone. quiet yet engaged, and at the same time unchallenged.
Cant quite remember when i felt differently. This is scaring me.
There are so many people around me now, more than before, yet i feel lonely. Not in life, just in my mind. I dont understand myself.
I dont understand my ideas and my reasoning for my actions.
Why do i feel this isnt normal?
Im trying to figure out what i should do, what is right for me... but im confused. I thought id know by now. I thought i did know. But every now and again, i feel lost, and i question my capabilities. However i know. i do know, because i've always known, yet something is telling my im wrong. Why?

I want to go home.
Yet I am at home.
That's what scares me the most.

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    Former MemberFormer Member Posts: 1,876,323 The Mix Honorary Guru
    ooo

    *hug*
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    Former MemberFormer Member Posts: 1,876,323 The Mix Honorary Guru
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    Originally posted by badabing
    feeling unprotected. very alone. quiet yet engaged, and at the same time unchallenged.
    Cant quite remember when i felt differently. This is scaring me.
    There are so many people around me now, more than before, yet i feel lonely. Not in life, just in my mind. I dont understand myself.
    I dont understand my ideas and my reasoning for my actions.
    Why do i feel this isnt normal?
    Im trying to figure out what i should do, what is right for me... but im confused. I thought id know by now. I thought i did know. But every now and again, i feel lost, and i question my capabilities. However i know. i do know, because i've always known, yet something is telling my im wrong. Why?

    I want to go home.
    Yet I am at home.
    That's what scares me the most.
    everyone goes through this phase.....just sit down and read a book or write or something.....try to relax.
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    Former MemberFormer Member Posts: 1,876,323 The Mix Honorary Guru
    ...99.....100

    ...still trying to relax!

    nah, i am relaxed. suffering from exhaustion at the moment, i think this is making me feel worse.

    I dunno, maybe in another 2 years everything will settle down.

    Just dont undestand things the way i did before EVERYTHING jumped on its head. Mmmm... 3... is a lucky number. (just another year to go!)
    :(
    hugs
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    littlemissylittlemissy Posts: 9,972 Supreme Poster
    *hugs*

    dont know what to say to make it better or help.
    take care sweetie xx
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    Former MemberFormer Member Posts: 1,876,323 The Mix Honorary Guru
    *licks*
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    Former MemberFormer Member Posts: 1,876,323 The Mix Honorary Guru
    *yawns*
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    Former MemberFormer Member Posts: 1,876,323 The Mix Honorary Guru
    Originally posted by *Lisa*
    *licks*

    prrrrrr
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    Former MemberFormer Member Posts: 1,876,323 The Mix Honorary Guru
    Originally posted by RamnoR
    *yawns*

    close your mouth child, else i will whip you with my leather stick
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    Former MemberFormer Member Posts: 1,876,323 The Mix Honorary Guru
    Originally posted by badabing


    close your mouth child, else i will whip you with my leather stick

    MMMM! Like that is it! :naughty:
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    Former MemberFormer Member Posts: 1,876,323 The Mix Honorary Guru
    Originally posted by RamnoR


    MMMM! Like that is it! :naughty:

    Well... i always said id try anything twice :p *pulls out whip*
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    Former MemberFormer Member Posts: 1,876,323 The Mix Honorary Guru
    Originally posted by badabing


    Well... i always said id try anything twice :p *pulls out whip*

    *Braces for impact* ;)
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    Former MemberFormer Member Posts: 1,876,323 The Mix Honorary Guru
    i hope you liked that... i dont get it out for ALL the siters you know!
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    Former MemberFormer Member Posts: 1,876,323 The Mix Honorary Guru
    Well I feel honoured! :D
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    Former MemberFormer Member Posts: 1,876,323 The Mix Honorary Guru
    so you bloody well should!

    i tell ya... its a heavy old piece of equipment, takes a lot of SWINGING to get it all in a good motion
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    Former MemberFormer Member Posts: 1,876,323 The Mix Honorary Guru
    Well I thank you. And here is your reward - :birthday: a nice cake. :yum:
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    Former MemberFormer Member Posts: 1,876,323 The Mix Honorary Guru
    aw its my favourite!

    i love cream! :p
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    Former MemberFormer Member Posts: 1,876,323 The Mix Honorary Guru
    Cream eh! :naughty:
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    Former MemberFormer Member Posts: 1,876,323 The Mix Honorary Guru
    Originally posted by RamnoR
    Cream eh! :naughty:

    Your a kinky bugger aint ya!
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    Former MemberFormer Member Posts: 1,876,323 The Mix Honorary Guru
    Badabing, you're the bee's knees my petal.

    Don't change for no one, cause you're just the kewliez!:thumb:
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