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No Fairytale Endings....

Former MemberFormer Member Posts: 1,876,323 The Mix Honorary Guru
In this life theres no fairytale endings
and only the young die good
we dont do unto others what we would to ourselves
still we always cry cant when we could
all the dreams that I carry in my heart
have been shattered to bits one by one
theres no light at the end of this tunnel
the happy endings in life have all gone
when I was younger I searched for the answers
when I found them I tried to forget
thers no reason to fight for the things I belive
but I still havent given up yet.
when the drugs kick in I go back to
the age when I wished on a star
where I could be anyone and go anywhere
no matter how impossibly far
but life sapped it out of me slowly
my only answer to drink to erase
and I think hard and try to remember
when I lived my fairytale days
when I still dreamed of my happy ending
of a knight in shining armour with steed
instead I will live fucked up ever after
in a castle with pills, drink and weed.

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    Former MemberFormer Member Posts: 1,876,323 The Mix Honorary Guru
    It's true that our lives are not lived on film
    At the end there's no joyous conclusion
    We sometimes find ourselves without hope
    In our soul's depths distraught and disillusioned.
    But to let that destroy us is in god's eyes the greatest sin
    Even if god's eyes are the ones in your own head
    Don't let childhood's youthful belief in good
    Turn into mature dismay and despair instead.
    There is good in the world though hard to find
    And it can brighten the darkest of days
    Drugs and booze are part of that light
    The others come in most unexpected ways.
    A smile from a stranger or a smile to one
    Can cheer up and enliven my cold soul
    Even when I feel at my worst and my darkest
    A little kindness can make me feel whole.
    But even when I'm broken down crying
    Hating the world for making me how I am
    I don't turn that hate into misery
    I flip life the bird and take a stand.
    If it can't give me joy, fuck it I say
    For to let this world drag and hold you down
    Is to let it win the grand old game
    So I smile to piss it off, won't let it see me frown.
    So instead of wishing for sunny joy and glee
    I wish for tranquility and peace
    For those are thing I don't have to buy
    That help with my worries' release.

    Hope that said everything I meant to, might not have. Point is, you can cheer up with stuff that you don't have to buy, but the drugs I guess are a bit more fun. :thumb:
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