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why doesnt it bother me?
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Ok, over the last week (well, starting from sunday 27th i think), i have had 3 major bad things happen to me. First, my entire maths coursework that was due in on friday got deleted, i had to work really hard to try and get it in tho it was still late. Second, my elder brother who i look up to (hes 18) took an overdose but hes ok and now recovering) On sunday morning at 4:00 about 6 drunk yobs who were about 20 i wud guess were angry at my mum and started trying to get into the house, kicking in windows etc.
Even tho all this has happened, im not in fits, im sleeping well (more than usual to tell the truth) and im not showing any negative emotion. I dont want to store it and then come out crazy or mentally unstable 2 years down the line when im doing my A-Levels but i just havent had any urges of emotions. In fact, usually i just have a null emotion on my face (like relax ur face and itll sorta go what i describe null) as im usually quite somber but maybe becase i fancy this really nice girl whenever i think about her i smile, and it doesnt matter what mood im in. Thesite has helped cos when certain teachers go off screaming which usually upsets me (wuss i know) i just think of the innocent flirting (esp GFK lol) and it makes me laugh out loud. Puts me rite in a good mood. But i want to know why im not upset or depressed even tho all of this has happened over the last week. I know i should be glad but im not but i just find it unusual im going around feeling happy when so many people in my circumstances would be pretty upset (or at least i think they wud).
Any advice much appreciated.
Even tho all this has happened, im not in fits, im sleeping well (more than usual to tell the truth) and im not showing any negative emotion. I dont want to store it and then come out crazy or mentally unstable 2 years down the line when im doing my A-Levels but i just havent had any urges of emotions. In fact, usually i just have a null emotion on my face (like relax ur face and itll sorta go what i describe null) as im usually quite somber but maybe becase i fancy this really nice girl whenever i think about her i smile, and it doesnt matter what mood im in. Thesite has helped cos when certain teachers go off screaming which usually upsets me (wuss i know) i just think of the innocent flirting (esp GFK lol) and it makes me laugh out loud. Puts me rite in a good mood. But i want to know why im not upset or depressed even tho all of this has happened over the last week. I know i should be glad but im not but i just find it unusual im going around feeling happy when so many people in my circumstances would be pretty upset (or at least i think they wud).
Any advice much appreciated.
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Being in love when you haven't yet been denied is a good feeling
Just wait until you get denied
but good luck
One of her friends asked me today if i fancied her i said yes and she said that Laura fancies me really badly too, i was just too shy to ask her and she was too shy to ask me. Ill ask her tommorow. LOL i remember the girl i last fancied - i told her and she went mental and was a real bitch so i got over her but she still thinks i fancy her - she could jeopordise my relationship acutally by saying "hes only going out wiht u to make me jealous, so i wouldnt bother - i know he fancies me"
she was nice, but she thought no1 loved her, when she realized lots of people liked her she decided it wasnt that special and she could do whatever she likes, a classic case of how a nice girl changes to a bitch.
Anyway, ill c if me and laura can keep it a secret and maybe Aysha can just realize that if shes a bitch people wont fancy her. Life is tough sometimes but her lessons are tougher.
Ask her honey, you sound like a really nice guy and if I was her I'd be glad to have you, seize the moment, life's too short
i felt like dat when sumit bad hapnd2me, nowhere near as bad as wots hapnd2u tho!
i woz at a party recently n my drink got spiked, i fell and cut my head open, then woke up the next day in hospital not rememberin a thing-didnt even know why i was there till the nurse sed i "cud hav a wash but not to get my hair wet"-so i felt my head n found the cut-theyd glued it coz it wudnt stitch well. i had no idea it was there!!!!
my mates were all really worried, and so were my family-they wanted to find out who'd done it n exactly wot hapnd- but i just didnt care less! i just concentrated on gettin better- i was sat on a critical ward in the hospital smiling my head off- partly why the doc discharged me early!
it woz very strange- evry1woz askin why i wasnt bothered n sayin theyd b really upset if it hapnd to them! even weirder is that i usually get pretty worked up abt stuff!!!
i dint even have a nice girl 2 get me thru it! (another long n borin story for another day....)
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