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Having a really bad break down again

Former MemberFormer Member Posts: 1,876,324 The Mix Honorary Guru
Hi,

Iam having a really bad break down.

Iam really stuggling with being ill and really bad anxiety, not sleeping, stressed, parnord. I really dont see my life again I just really want to kill myself or self-halm I got plans to do it. I really hate (know hates a strong word) my mum her parnter. Iam everyones bully around here thats all they use me for. I been to see about counsellor and thats no good they told me I have to see a physicist first and then come back and unlikey I will get counselling. They dragged me in beause when I had the assement oon the phone wasnt good anough at all :(. Found out that my mum and her one of a t**t of a parnter is a lier. I been to see a gp told me to see a counsellor :*( useless gp feels like Iam invisible and iam not here. Onley when she wants something. I just want hide in a cardboard box

Really hate it :( give up

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  • Former MemberFormer Member Posts: 1,876,324 The Mix Honorary Guru
    Hey Heather,

    Sorry to hear things are tough right now *hug*

    Why do you have to see a Physicist? Unless I've misunderstood what they specialise in.

    Have you told your GP how she's making you feel? Or you could always go and talk to a different doctor until you find one that you feel seems more helpful to you?

    Would you like to talk a bit more about what's going on that is causing you to feel the way you do?
  • Former MemberFormer Member Posts: 1,876,324 The Mix Honorary Guru
    Just got worse errrrrrrrrrr

    Counselloring sevice told me that they cont help and support me beause off my learning differentys is that me or thats wrong they cont say that
  • Former MemberFormer Member Posts: 1,876,324 The Mix Honorary Guru
    I made appitment at the doctors beause iam so ill all my mum thinks going to give blood then her own daughter getting better
  • Former MemberFormer Member Posts: 1,876,324 The Mix Honorary Guru
    They shouldn't be, I thought that would be covered under discrimination law. But they may feel they aren't well trained enough to help you. Do you have a local charity called DIAL (just google your area followed by DIAL or disability charity) they might have an idea about who might be able to support you better, but I would tell your GP as they should be able to help you with that issue too.
  • Former MemberFormer Member Posts: 1,876,324 The Mix Honorary Guru
    *Heather* wrote: »
    Just got worse errrrrrrrrrr

    Counselloring sevice told me that they cont help and support me beause off my learning differentys is that me or thats wrong they cont say that

    That doesn't sound like a fair thing for them to have said *hug*

    Well done on making another doctors appointment and let us know how it goes. If you want to talk about what's happening that's making you feel so low then we're here and are happy to listen.
  • Former MemberFormer Member Posts: 1,876,324 The Mix Honorary Guru
    I got something wrong with my kidneys :(

    I forgot to say about the counsellor thing iam phoning to speak to them again

    Iam having my down side again :(
  • Former MemberFormer Member Posts: 1,876,324 The Mix Honorary Guru
    *Heather* wrote: »
    I got something wrong with my kidneys :(

    I forgot to say about the counsellor thing iam phoning to speak to them again

    Iam having my down side again :(

    Sorry to hear it Heather - do you know what the next step is then? *hug*
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