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Suicidal urges
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I dont get on with my parnter anyway
My mums partner was telling me what to do. In a horrible way to clean the dishes because am a lazy slag I don't help out which I do. tben started bulling me into things. i was going to do the dishes as my mum asked me to and i didn't needed to be told a thundered times he nothing to me so I just do what my mum tell me to do. he thinks he can boss me about he done it before. So i egnoured him. As i was in the kitchen doing the dishes my mum was in there a knife was in the sink i picked up i was so pissed of i wanted to kkill myself. my mum was screaming and he said if she wants to kill her self let her do it. I was call a lazy slag I do fuck all he's the one that's dose nothing as say I cont do nothing when he can
then creeps up to my my mum and calls me attio. Seeking bitch. He the seeking one I tried talking to my mom she agreed that I was to him and when I did she said I am not huh she said to him when she last had a agreement she chooses her kids over him when she doesn't she chooses him. And don't care about my geelingd . give up she doesn't carre he using her she doesn't realises that and expects me to forgive hom . they don't know what I am going threw. My mum said they trying to help me I turn nasty to them. I not ask for them to help. Me and not errrrr
My mums partner was telling me what to do. In a horrible way to clean the dishes because am a lazy slag I don't help out which I do. tben started bulling me into things. i was going to do the dishes as my mum asked me to and i didn't needed to be told a thundered times he nothing to me so I just do what my mum tell me to do. he thinks he can boss me about he done it before. So i egnoured him. As i was in the kitchen doing the dishes my mum was in there a knife was in the sink i picked up i was so pissed of i wanted to kkill myself. my mum was screaming and he said if she wants to kill her self let her do it. I was call a lazy slag I do fuck all he's the one that's dose nothing as say I cont do nothing when he can
then creeps up to my my mum and calls me attio. Seeking bitch. He the seeking one I tried talking to my mom she agreed that I was to him and when I did she said I am not huh she said to him when she last had a agreement she chooses her kids over him when she doesn't she chooses him. And don't care about my geelingd . give up she doesn't carre he using her she doesn't realises that and expects me to forgive hom . they don't know what I am going threw. My mum said they trying to help me I turn nasty to them. I not ask for them to help. Me and not errrrr 0
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Please don't hurt yourself, you can get help with this from both us and other sources. Do you have anyone locally you trust to talk to?
I want to die cat cont cope I want to end my life
How are you feeling? How did your weekend go? *hug*
I am I'll
As I mentioned, do you have anyone else you can talk to as well as us on here?
Nope
As others have said, heather, you matter and although these feelings are really strong, you deserve to find some peace and happiness, suicidal feelings can pass and things can get better if you keep reaching out for support.
Would you consider contacting Papyrus as butterfly suggested above? You can also go back to your doctor to let them know how strong these feelings have become and they should be able to offer you some support too.
It sounds like things at home are really stressful and there are lots of arguments. It's really important to make sure that you get some time to yourself and some space away from it all to relax, and to do something for yourself. Do you spend much time out of the house? What sorts of things do you enjoy doing?
Sending hugs *hug*
I can't really add much more to what everyone's said really but just wanted to let you know that you're not alone in this. Its a really good thing that you've made this thread and it was a massive first step to getting the support you need and deserve.
Keep talking here if you're finding it helpful
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Yes you do deserve friends and family, you deserve happiness and you deserve love, you just can't see it right now.
Has something specific happened today Heather? *hug*
It's not your fault, do you want to chat about anything that is bothering you? *hug*
" So I say thank you for the music, the songs I'm singing, thanks for all the joy they're bringing, who can live without it, I ask in all honestly what would life be? Without a song or a dance, what are we? So I say thank you for the music, for giving it to me "
'' It's a beautiful day and I can't stop myself from smiling "
My mum was nasty last night I done nothing wrong just been in my room all day. She was happy till last night took out on me
Do you have any support in place at the minute. Do keep talking to us on the boards cos I sense it really helps you, and we are here for you
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" So I say thank you for the music, the songs I'm singing, thanks for all the joy they're bringing, who can live without it, I ask in all honestly what would life be? Without a song or a dance, what are we? So I say thank you for the music, for giving it to me "
'' It's a beautiful day and I can't stop myself from smiling "
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" So I say thank you for the music, the songs I'm singing, thanks for all the joy they're bringing, who can live without it, I ask in all honestly what would life be? Without a song or a dance, what are we? So I say thank you for the music, for giving it to me "
'' It's a beautiful day and I can't stop myself from smiling "
" So I say thank you for the music, the songs I'm singing, thanks for all the joy they're bringing, who can live without it, I ask in all honestly what would life be? Without a song or a dance, what are we? So I say thank you for the music, for giving it to me "
'' It's a beautiful day and I can't stop myself from smiling "
Please don't rely on a permanent solution to fix temporary problems, there are people who can help you, and you deserve to get better from it.
We're all here for you.
*hug*
Just seeing how you are today as I have been reading your thread and see that you are really struggling *hug*
Like everybody has said we are here for you and like BananaMonkey has said keep talking to us as we are always here to listen
purple_rain
Thanks gor ur reply..
Iam still feelimg like killing myself I not feeling any better at all. I just had anough with life people moaning at me like taking the piss out of me using me such as doing there drinks desiding meals for us all ect
Did you contact Papyrus at all? I was also wondering if you've thought about visiting your GP again or where you stand with that? *hug*
Nope I not got chance yet.
I try and speak to them night. Hoping he goes in hospital tonight (it sounds mean) but only way I can speak to helplines my life still a deaster
07786209697 - keep us posted