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Fat and depressed! Had enough...
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I can't cope anymore
I've been doing so well but I'm just broken and fragile and no matter how many times people try to put me back together I just shatter
I'm fat and ugly and can't be bothered
I want to starve myself but then because I'm depressed I'm comfort eating then hating myself for it
Went to the doctors the other day to get a check up and she seen my self harm marks on my stomach and I'm worried what's going to happen
I just wanna end everything once and for all
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I've been doing so well but I'm just broken and fragile and no matter how many times people try to put me back together I just shatter
I'm fat and ugly and can't be bothered
I want to starve myself but then because I'm depressed I'm comfort eating then hating myself for it
Went to the doctors the other day to get a check up and she seen my self harm marks on my stomach and I'm worried what's going to happen
I just wanna end everything once and for all
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Will this change be the hardest thing you will ever do? Yes probably, but you know that it can only get better if you change it now. So bring change to it. Self-harming and self-pity gets you nowhere out of this situation where you are in now. Rock your life you have pretty much unlimited potential to achieve whatever you want. You don't know what you want? Then start exploring until you find what you want.
I can't take my mind of things because when I try I get more angry because I know I'm trying to distract myself
I can't even look in the mirror without wanting to vomit no matter how much people tell me I'm beautiful just the way I am
I can't cope anymore...
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I am sorry for how you feel and see yourself *hug*
Are you seeing the doctor again? Did the doctor say anything about the self harm marks when she saw them?
Let us know how you are doing.
purple_rain
Yeah I've to see her Wednesday and then she's going to question my new self harm marks
She asked me what I'd done and because it was an unexpected check up I panicked and said nothing...it's nothing to worry about then went bright red
I'm not doing very good atm, haven't been work for 2days and just hiding away under my duvet 😔
Thanks for replying
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I've had those days where you rather stay underneath the duvet and escape but maybe going out to the doctor's will do you some good, even if it is for a little bit of fresh air.
Let us know how you get on with the doctor on Wednesday *hug*