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I know from reading your thread you are struggling at the moment but you are doing so well to keep on going *hug*
It sounds like work is very frustrating at the moment, she was in the wrong to say that to you but don't let them defeat you as that's what they want you to do but you can be the stronger person in this and you already are by still being there
You met the Queen?! I bet that was exciting and weird at the same time! I have never met the Queen but I always wonder what it would be like to meet her, knowing me I would say something stupid or do something clumsy :rolleyes: How did you feel about meeting her and were you nervous?
I hope it goes ok with the G.P next week, let us know how it went.
purple_rain
I did! I meet the queen! I wish I could show the photo (despite my arse being like huge in it) she shook my wing! and spoke tome and everything, I only made one silly thing that made her laugh. She's adorable, like really cute. I think nervous was an understatement if it was not that I was sounded by police and humans and I was in my posh uniform I would have ran
I'm shitting going to me GP... Like really really scared... Sorry
I know it will be scary for you seeing the G.P but you can do it and it will hopefully help you in the long run *hug*
I just don't know... I want this pain to be over.
I keep snapping at people, I've pushed people that I talk to away, I got all snappy at my counsellor tonight, she just don't understand it... I can't explain it t anymore anymore. I hate this
I'm sorry for everything. I'm sorry for being here, I'm sorry for upsetting everyone.
It sounds like you're feeling pretty rotten at the moment - that sucks, sorry about that.
It's natural to be a bit snappy sometimes - especially if we're in pain or tired, and your counsellor should understand that.
If you're feeling a bit low sometimes, think of all the things you've done this week like meet the queen! That's very cool and your support across the boards has been amazing as well :yes:, your gp will be a doddle after that.
Let us know how you're getting on
I feel like I should say sorry to her for being a first class tube last night.. I was horrible and snappy, she was only trying to help and I was horrible to her. I should be ashamed of myself.
The support I've gevn has been shit.. GP scares me... Like really bad, He's threatened to put me in hospital if I don't improve.. I'm shitting that I'm gonna end up in hospital, yea it might be the best place, but I've got a family to think of I can't just leave them... How else will they be able to afford things? Ugh
I've noticed you often repeat yourself with things like you don't want to be here, etc. It's clear to see there's something that is keeping you going though as you're still here and you're still reaching out for regular support.
People sometimes don't respond because it can be difficult to know what to say. It's not because people don't care, you've managed to get to 100 posts whereas some people don't even get past the first two pages on a thread. Also, if nobody cared then people wouldn't take time out to respond to you.
I wasn't being horrible and I didn't mean you should stop talking..
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" So I say thank you for the music, the songs I'm singing, thanks for all the joy they're bringing, who can live without it, I ask in all honestly what would life be? Without a song or a dance, what are we? So I say thank you for the music, for giving it to me "
'' It's a beautiful day and I can't stop myself from smiling "
Hope your ok lovely, and thank you
I am fine thank you. Bit sunburnt..
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" So I say thank you for the music, the songs I'm singing, thanks for all the joy they're bringing, who can live without it, I ask in all honestly what would life be? Without a song or a dance, what are we? So I say thank you for the music, for giving it to me "
'' It's a beautiful day and I can't stop myself from smiling "
Oh dear, hope your enjoying yourself lovely *hugs*
After me and my friend had a chat we are okay and today feels lot more chilled.
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" So I say thank you for the music, the songs I'm singing, thanks for all the joy they're bringing, who can live without it, I ask in all honestly what would life be? Without a song or a dance, what are we? So I say thank you for the music, for giving it to me "
'' It's a beautiful day and I can't stop myself from smiling "
I'll throw you a message in a bit, where's best, here or other place?
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" So I say thank you for the music, the songs I'm singing, thanks for all the joy they're bringing, who can live without it, I ask in all honestly what would life be? Without a song or a dance, what are we? So I say thank you for the music, for giving it to me "
'' It's a beautiful day and I can't stop myself from smiling "
After reading your first few and last posts, I really wanted to reach out, I can only imagine how overwhelming this all must be for you, and it looks as though a lot is happening all at once. You've taken a brave step by reaching out to the support on here, and also taken on board the support offered from users and moderators. It's also great you can reach out to users like Claire and have someone to talk to
How's your dad doing at the moment? Earlier on your thread you mentioned he was really struggling. Is he currently in hospital? Or being looked after at home? Even strong people have to have there breakdowns, and let all that emotion out, you're allowed to cry, and express that emotion, it's okay
I'm very sorry to hear about your friend from work, was anything at work done in her memory? Do you currently get any form off offline support? For example counselling? I can imagine having to work, and support your family can be an awful lot of pressure and put a lot of strain on your mental health to, but it's about taking one step at a time, and gradually pulling yourself through.
Have you considered doing something little to reward yourself everyday, for example a lovely relaxing warm bubble bath, being creative, etc? Or being able to have some time to relax to yourself, it sounds like you could do with some 'time out.' I do hope your shoes came out of hiding before you met the queen
By posting on here, you show us you have a little bit of hope in you, nobody deserves any negativity, I'm sorry I've kinda flung from one point to the other, I get distracted far to easily when responding to people, but you're a strong person and I've seen that through our many chats, on TS chats, and I know you can get through this!! How are you doing today?
And I'm glad to see you have Val and Melissa to keep you going! *hug*
Keep reaching out beautifuls
Best wishes,
WhispersOfTheHeart
Girl from work- We are raising money for the Brain Injury Unit and the hospital that treated her before she passed away, my boss has shaved his head and donated the money to that charity.
I've got online couneslling, it finishes in 7 weeks, other than that no offline support, I'm not in the correct category for it according to the doctors and stuff.
I regret last night massively, my head is killing me, everything hurts to bad.... I'm such a stupid twat.
I don't have time to reward myself, farr to busy, I'm on my break from work at the moment, I've been there from 8 and will be home again around 11...
I don't really have much hope left, I still don't want to be here, I will just fly away some day and that will be the end of it.
The Queen was amazing, best day in a long time, she was so nice and her accent was amazing!
Today... I just feel shitty, wishing I'm not here is just normal now. My legs are really painful at the moment cause of my stupid knees. My head is really really painful just everything blugh.. Sorry
Valerie and Melissa my wee cuties, they are too young to understand everything so It try to protect them from it, they don't need to see some of the stuff that I've seen they are too young.
Much love. Xx
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" So I say thank you for the music, the songs I'm singing, thanks for all the joy they're bringing, who can live without it, I ask in all honestly what would life be? Without a song or a dance, what are we? So I say thank you for the music, for giving it to me "
'' It's a beautiful day and I can't stop myself from smiling "
Also, the family are booking a holiday to visit my aunties in England, I was to go, we are not going till August I asked tonight if it was possible for me to have the week off but be back for the weekend, Paul refused and told me I could go on holiday in September, yet when someone else asked they where allowed to go... I just found it unfair, I even checked the rota and the book, no one has booked the week I wanted off. I've been there over a year and I've had three day's off THREE! one was for the day of my nana's funeral, and the other two was when I was in Scotland seeing my brother pass out, I just find it unfair. I was giving over a month notice, I would get it if I was going next week...
The girl at work tonight that caused me problems last week was a right tit tonight, she was horrible. She sat on her arse and made me an Gavin do all the work all night, despite me having really hurt my back being unable to bed and having severe knee pains,and Gavin was ill. Gavin has only been working with us for a few weeks and is still getting the hang of things, Paul made me the person who shows him what to do and keep an eye on him, I asked the girl if she could keep an eye on him will I went to the loo... Her reaction was shocking, she screamed at me, called me stupid and useless, that was fine I still went to the loo. Was calling the bingo, once again she grabbed me pulled me out of the chair and called me stupid cunt and that I should just drop dead...I really don't know how much longer I can deal with this for... I love working there, I really do, But I'm scared to go in... She's doing the box tomorrow, and I'm so scared that she's gonna do it again. The bosses are still doing nothing about it, despite me now crying my eyes out not wanting to go back, I'm really thinking about phoning in sick tomorrow... I can't do this anymore, I want it to stop.