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Out of hospital now what do I do

Former MemberFormer Member Posts: 1,876,324 The Mix Honorary Guru
So I was admitted to hospital because I was too much of a danger to myself. I hated it in there and did everything I could to get out. I'm relieved to be out and i'm never ever going back again I will make sure of it but what am I supposed to do now kill myself?! I just can't cope and i'm fed up and I can't keep fighting anymore I give up :'(

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  • Former MemberFormer Member Posts: 1,876,324 The Mix Honorary Guru
    Hi there,

    Sorry to hear your feeling so low. I understand where your coming from. Is there anyone you can talk to?

    There's many places you can go for help just give this sight a good look round.

    I got help from a connextions advicer then went to a place called 42nd Street.

    Now two years on my mental health is a lot better.

    I really hope you find help very soon.
  • Former MemberFormer Member Posts: 1,876,324 The Mix Honorary Guru
    Hi thanks for your reply Custard. No I have no one I can talk to. Glad to hear your mental health is better.

    Thanks I don't think I will I think i'll end up killing myself :(
  • Former MemberFormer Member Posts: 1,876,324 The Mix Honorary Guru
    Do you live alone? Do you have any friends?

    You have us! We are here to listen, you can say whatever you want on here. I know that's probably not much help but please remember you're not alone.

    Hugs *hug*
  • Former MemberFormer Member Posts: 1,876,324 The Mix Honorary Guru
    I live with family. I have friends but not up to socialising.

    Thank you! I appreciate it. I'm really at breaking point right now and i'm scared that i'll be re-admitted to hospital. I feel like I have to suffer in silence so that I don't risk getting put back in there :(
  • Former MemberFormer Member Posts: 1,876,324 The Mix Honorary Guru
    You don't have to suffer in silence, you have us and you can post whenever you want okay?

    Maybe you could just sit with your family at times, just have a natter and a laugh? Laughing is always good when you feel so low.
  • Former MemberFormer Member Posts: 1,876,324 The Mix Honorary Guru
    Thanks I really appreciate it.

    My family don't really help. But I have been staying downstairs and watching TV more.
  • Former MemberFormer Member Posts: 1,876,324 The Mix Honorary Guru
    That's good, watching tv down stairs. Keep doing that, and keep posting. You will get through this :)
  • Former MemberFormer Member Posts: 1,876,324 The Mix Honorary Guru
    Thanks, it's not helping much and i'm feeling really unsafe again. Oh well :( Thank you xx
  • Former MemberFormer Member Posts: 1,876,324 The Mix Honorary Guru
    I'm here if you need someone to chat to while you're feeling like this. We can keep posting on here if you want?
  • Former MemberFormer Member Posts: 1,876,324 The Mix Honorary Guru
    Thanks I appreciate that xx
  • AuroraAurora Part of the furniture Posts: 11,720 An Original Mixlorian
    Hey BrokenGirl,

    Sorry to hear things are difficult for you at the moment, I often feel unsafe, when I'm given thinking time, and just sitting at home doing nothing, maybe it's about setting a goal for yourself, to go out with maybe a few friends today, and just socialize, and use that as a distraction for a bit?

    Are you still in therapy? If you did feel unsafe, I would urge you to call crisis team! Were always here for you,

    Best wishes,
    Angel
  • Former MemberFormer Member Posts: 1,876,324 The Mix Honorary Guru
    Hi thanks Angel for your reply. No I'm not in therapy anymore as my social worker left CMHT. I really don't feel up to socialising and I don't trust anyone including the crisis team atm. And my family are giving me a hard time. I'm fed up wish it was as easy as ending it all :(
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