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on the verge of giving up
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i am on the verge of giving up right now... the pain is unbearable everyday is a struggle.... i do wish my heart would pack up while im asleep so i dont have to wake up and go thru the struggle anymore.... my anxiety is getting worse.....i just want this pain to end and the onlli way is to end my life... sorry but i dont see another option anymore.. :crying::crying:
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I'm sorry to hear you were having such a difficult night - you clearly had a lot on your mind. Did you manage to get some sleep? Are you feeling any better today?
It's completely understandable to want the pain to end, especially if it's as bad as it seems. It sounds like it's been going on for a long time. Has something happened recently to make it worse, or is it more the build up that's getting too much?
You may have already seen these, but we've got some articles that might help a little. There's one on looking after yourself, which might help with the day to day. You also said your anxiety is getting worse. Maybe you could have a look at our info on anxiety.
I hope it's a bit easier today
JPick
We are all here for you. And we all care. Like I said in chat your making great steps with chatting on the boards and in chat. you should be proud of yourself.
Stay strong.
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" So I say thank you for the music, the songs I'm singing, thanks for all the joy they're bringing, who can live without it, I ask in all honestly what would life be? Without a song or a dance, what are we? So I say thank you for the music, for giving it to me "
'' It's a beautiful day and I can't stop myself from smiling "
Thanks for coming to positive chat last night. Did you find it helpful at all?
BananaMonkey makes a good point about you taking good steps on the boards and on chat - coming last night is a great example of that,
How about after chat- were you able to get much sleep or was it another difficult night? Are you feeling a bit better today?
tbh JPick i didnt want to come into chat last night as i felt so so suicidal..... nope onli 5 hours lastnight.... and now i feel like shit.... so tired so moody and cant stop S/H
I am sorry to hear how rubbish your feeling. Do you have distractions?
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" So I say thank you for the music, the songs I'm singing, thanks for all the joy they're bringing, who can live without it, I ask in all honestly what would life be? Without a song or a dance, what are we? So I say thank you for the music, for giving it to me "
'' It's a beautiful day and I can't stop myself from smiling "
Its life i guess... no i dont and ive tried everything i can think of to distract myself but its not working...
Do you remember the positive tips from chat last night, could you maybe use some of those.
Listening to music
Making a upbeat playlist
Being outside
Contacting a helpline
These are just a few. Something that helped me, I don't do it much anymore I want to get back into it, but making a positive wall. At the time I found it really beneficial
How do you feel about trying some of those? I guess it's about finding what works for you!
" So I say thank you for the music, the songs I'm singing, thanks for all the joy they're bringing, who can live without it, I ask in all honestly what would life be? Without a song or a dance, what are we? So I say thank you for the music, for giving it to me "
'' It's a beautiful day and I can't stop myself from smiling "
Hope you're okay
FrogsandRainbows.X
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" So I say thank you for the music, the songs I'm singing, thanks for all the joy they're bringing, who can live without it, I ask in all honestly what would life be? Without a song or a dance, what are we? So I say thank you for the music, for giving it to me "
'' It's a beautiful day and I can't stop myself from smiling "
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" So I say thank you for the music, the songs I'm singing, thanks for all the joy they're bringing, who can live without it, I ask in all honestly what would life be? Without a song or a dance, what are we? So I say thank you for the music, for giving it to me "
'' It's a beautiful day and I can't stop myself from smiling "
FrogsandRainbows,Xx
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" So I say thank you for the music, the songs I'm singing, thanks for all the joy they're bringing, who can live without it, I ask in all honestly what would life be? Without a song or a dance, what are we? So I say thank you for the music, for giving it to me "
'' It's a beautiful day and I can't stop myself from smiling "
How are you feeling? Did anything happen that needed medical attention?
Would be great to hear how you're doing. Can you think of anything that happened that made things feel unbearable? Remember we're all still here to listen *hug*
How are you doing today? Your last post is rather worrying - Many members on here do care about you, which they've clearly shown though responding to your threads. Do you think you would find it helpful to talk to someone about what was happening in the moment when things were getting to difficult? Well done for reaching out to us though, that was very brave of you - Always here for you to, I think I'm just echoing what Yellow said really, but she's said it all
Best wishes,
Angel
Bye bye:crying:
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" So I say thank you for the music, the songs I'm singing, thanks for all the joy they're bringing, who can live without it, I ask in all honestly what would life be? Without a song or a dance, what are we? So I say thank you for the music, for giving it to me "
'' It's a beautiful day and I can't stop myself from smiling "
I just wanted to echo what *BananaMonkey* has said... we're all concerned for you and can tell you're not in a great place right now *hug* *hug*
I really hope you've been able to find someone or something to help you through this dark patch today - please get in touch to let us know how things are.
Sadly, there isn't always someone around 24/7 on these boards, but do remember that the Samaritans are always there and can be a really good distraction and listening ear at times like this. If all else fails, please give them a go - it could make all the difference.
Tel: 08457 90 90 90
jo@samaritans.org
http://www.samaritans.org/
Really hope to hear from you soon
*hug*
" So I say thank you for the music, the songs I'm singing, thanks for all the joy they're bringing, who can live without it, I ask in all honestly what would life be? Without a song or a dance, what are we? So I say thank you for the music, for giving it to me "
'' It's a beautiful day and I can't stop myself from smiling "
Like Spanner and BananaMonkey said we are all concerned for you and we hope you are ok and found help *hug*
Please let us know how you are
purple_rain
I see you're online at the moment - It's difficult finding the right words on what to say when we're struggling but well done on being able to express yourself in the post above, I'm sorry to hear you're struggling at the moment, you said you ran? - Do you mean you ran away from hospital? Did you not get the police looking for you, Etc?
As you are aware, this isn't a crisis forum, so can't get you the help you need, and it isn't fair on members if you're writing 'Good bye' posts, as it is rather worrying. You know the options you have, to call an ambulance on 999, or call Samaritans on 08457 90 90 90, or plead your friend to rush you down to A&E.
Well done for reaching out again, please keep talk to us, and try and look after yourself and keep seeking support
Best wishes,
Angel
Thanks for all your concerns I'm Sure Gina will appreciate it.
If you want me to say anything to Gina when she awakes let me know by pm on here under this account as I don't have one hehe,
Thanks
Sarah
If she doesn't know you're posting this for her, how exactly did you get her login details?
I agree.
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" So I say thank you for the music, the songs I'm singing, thanks for all the joy they're bringing, who can live without it, I ask in all honestly what would life be? Without a song or a dance, what are we? So I say thank you for the music, for giving it to me "
'' It's a beautiful day and I can't stop myself from smiling "