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My god I don't really know where to start, sooooo much has changed for me over the last few years but especially this last year, I'm in a relationship with a great guy,( relationships before we're all wrong) I have guardianship for a wonderful little girl(unable to have kids of my own) & I have a lovely home( lost my previous home due to moving in with total turd of an ex& then had to live with family) so why do I feel so lost? I feel terrible for feeling like this as I feel like I have it all but I feel so lonely. I have had an unsettled childhood & went onto self destruct through drink & alcohol for a while but pulled my head outta my backside & made a better life for myself but in the process I have had to rid myself of "friends" that chose to remain in that mindset. Everyone thinks that I'm strong & I know I am but because of this people wrongly assume that I'm fine but even when I'm not I say I am! I've spent so long being everyone else go to girl that there is nowhere for me to go. I'm sorry if this seems self pitying or rambling but I could do with letting of some steam x