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pathetic.
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Posts: 1,876,323 The Mix Honorary Guru
"all I want for Christmas is you"
and am not going to get it.
moving on feels so wrong. feel incapable of love again, just want TLC and sexual pleasure.
I feel crushed, constantly. since Friday when the last attempt died, everything died.
just so lost. I am walking around with a constant confusion and disconnection of where and what's around me. feel lost.
am ok, happy, relatively stable, mostly it's due to being disconnected which is lovely because being connected would of killed me right now.
always have the answer of what and how should everything be fixed. and I can find it this time too, but it feels wrong. everything. feels wrong.
I love him. I feel him with me, on me. and it feels wrong. it's done, over, I got it.
yes, it's possible. I am not everyone's type and apparently way off his.
but it feels wrong, I feel lost.
if there is a song for every motion, this is where I am now.
it feels good and bad in the same time.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=JfCvcFLdq4Y
and am not going to get it.
moving on feels so wrong. feel incapable of love again, just want TLC and sexual pleasure.
I feel crushed, constantly. since Friday when the last attempt died, everything died.
just so lost. I am walking around with a constant confusion and disconnection of where and what's around me. feel lost.
am ok, happy, relatively stable, mostly it's due to being disconnected which is lovely because being connected would of killed me right now.
always have the answer of what and how should everything be fixed. and I can find it this time too, but it feels wrong. everything. feels wrong.
I love him. I feel him with me, on me. and it feels wrong. it's done, over, I got it.
yes, it's possible. I am not everyone's type and apparently way off his.
but it feels wrong, I feel lost.
if there is a song for every motion, this is where I am now.
it feels good and bad in the same time.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=JfCvcFLdq4Y
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