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Relapsed - could be *triggering*
Hi guys, I'm new here and well to be honest I only joined because I relapsed tonight back into my self-harming ways. I couldn't help it and have cut my thighs and wrists after 6 months of being almost completely clean minor some burnings which I deserved so I'm not counting those. Also I started dieting again, the skinny diet which it what I adore and have done several times but I ended up purging today after dinner as I felt so fat and useless. I really don't want to end up back where I used to be, I can't go back into counselling and hospital I can't end up back there or I won't ever come out. I hate myself.