*Trig* Poem.

Former Member

hello ?
anybody there?
disappear and leave me
as i finally give you
what you want.

Gave into the voice.
overdosed today.
and now its left me here
lonely, in some way worse
than i was before.

surrounded by tissue
confused thoughts
and a blank space
in my mind

where are you
where have you gone
i scream inside my head
come back
your not done yet
i might of tried
but im still here!
still living still breathing!
come back...

dont leave me alone.

im scared.
im confused.
i thought you wanted me dead.
but this is worse.
you made everything worse
and left me to struggle.

you were crap
malicious company
but company at that
i had someone or thing
to talk to
now theres no one

just this big black empty space.
and sickness in my stomach,
tears soaking my face.

wont win wont win
i wont let you win.
You left me and now
i can be strong
will be strong
and will get through.

I see them care
know they do
now that your not here
to contort my mind

i will get help
help myself.
will get through.
will get through.

theres just everything going through my mind, everything seems to come out best in poetry at the moment.

Former Member

*hug* x