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This may sound strange but I have grown up with straight closed minded people and I have had gay feelings since I was 13 but never told anyone. I have only slept with 2 lads cos i felt pressured into it but i've never actually been with a girl apart from a little experiment in a threesome but I that's cos we were really drunk so I don't remember most of it. I know for certain that I don't like men but without actually having or girlfriend or anything I'm either gay or asexaul, I'm really confused about it and don't know what i want. I did tell my then best mate and she stuck up for me but since we're not friends anymore I have no one to talk to. I only have a couple of friends but i'm not close to them. There isn't any clubs or anything in the area where i'm from. What should I do?