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Impulsive and lonely :(

Former MemberFormer Member Posts: 1,876,323 The Mix Honorary Guru
in Health & Wellbeing
Hmmmm i'm feeling really lonely tonight. My flatmates are basically avoiding me/the house since my episode last week so i haven't seen them since Tue, and i'm just feeling really lonely tonight because i'm by myself in the house again and i don't have anyone i can talk to about my emotions right now.

I know the uk will be up now, but it's fri morning and so i doubt anyone will be up for a long skype convo. I am feeling really impulsive and i keep having images in my head of self harm and it scares me :/ I've also got a bottle of wine, that i can't drink cuz i need to take my nighttime meds but i am feeling self destructive- i'm angry at my flatmates for ignoring me and angry at myself for being ill (illogical i know, but thats how i feel)

Edit- started on the wine, fuck it :(

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    Former MemberFormer Member Posts: 1,876,323 The Mix Honorary Guru
    and i thought these antipsychotics were meant to make me less impulsive and control my thoughts??! arg
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    Former MemberFormer Member Posts: 1,876,323 The Mix Honorary Guru
    *hug*
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    Former MemberFormer Member Posts: 1,876,323 The Mix Honorary Guru
    Honey, add me to Skype if you want. My email should be on Facebook. Next time you need to talk to someone I will talk to you.
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    Former MemberFormer Member Posts: 1,876,323 The Mix Honorary Guru
    argh i wish i had Skype :(
    *hug* *hug* *hug* *hug*
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    Former MemberFormer Member Posts: 1,876,323 The Mix Honorary Guru
    notanotherusername! wrote: »
    argh i wish i had Skype :(
    *hug* *hug* *hug* *hug*
    It's free!
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    Former MemberFormer Member Posts: 1,876,323 The Mix Honorary Guru
    Thanks Franki, thats really cool- i'll do that :)
    Naun, don't worry, msh & fb is good also

    So i drank the wine, i gave into the sh *sigh* and had a shit nights sleep cuz of cramps in my legs, but today two new friends txt and asked me to meet them so now i feel all mushy :)

    thanks so much for the support, i dont know what id do without the site xx
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    Former MemberFormer Member Posts: 1,876,323 The Mix Honorary Guru
    remember, today is a new day. x
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    Former MemberFormer Member Posts: 1,876,323 The Mix Honorary Guru
    skakitty wrote: »
    Thanks Franki, thats really cool- i'll do that :)
    Naun, don't worry, msh & fb is good also

    So i drank the wine, i gave into the sh *sigh* and had a shit nights sleep cuz of cramps in my legs, but today two new friends txt and asked me to meet them so now i feel all mushy :)

    thanks so much for the support, i dont know what id do without the site xx

    *hug* *hug*

    Well since i am usually up at silly hours in the morning I'll try to catch you on msn! :)
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    Former MemberFormer Member Posts: 1,876,323 The Mix Honorary Guru
    Was nice talking to you yesterday. *hug*
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    Former MemberFormer Member Posts: 1,876,323 The Mix Honorary Guru
    I has skype now :D
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    Former MemberFormer Member Posts: 1,876,323 The Mix Honorary Guru
    yeaaaa :D

    I'm gonna be down to part time hours at work because i'm like a zombie in the morning at the moment because of the meds- but i'm glad to have the 'break' so my body can get used to them.

    Thanks again for the love ppl :)
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