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tonight cont..
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oh no here we go again for some reason the gym didnt help this time.
im going on a fun trip tonight (not).
i cant stand it i hate being me now it must sound boring even to read it bores me to tears.... why cant i escape. and to top it all off ive done some thing terrible so bad i can never forgive myself. i dont deserve to be here. if youve ever come close to death i mean really close u will understand what i mean when i say why did u save me, y did some 1 up there think it was a good idea to keep me here like a hostage in my own head....
maybe they think its funny...
i dont i really dont....
jack daniels it is for me got two bottles gonna try and blank it all out...
why i keep posting these thoughts i dont no but i got no 1 to tell i suppose no 1 hu cares anyway. and b4 u say im not all "poor" old me i dont give a shit i really dont. got mt alcohol all i need is a glass and im ready to take on tonight bring it on throw it all at me guilt depression gimme your best shot !!!!!!!!!!!!!1
im going on a fun trip tonight (not).
i cant stand it i hate being me now it must sound boring even to read it bores me to tears.... why cant i escape. and to top it all off ive done some thing terrible so bad i can never forgive myself. i dont deserve to be here. if youve ever come close to death i mean really close u will understand what i mean when i say why did u save me, y did some 1 up there think it was a good idea to keep me here like a hostage in my own head....
maybe they think its funny...
i dont i really dont....
jack daniels it is for me got two bottles gonna try and blank it all out...
why i keep posting these thoughts i dont no but i got no 1 to tell i suppose no 1 hu cares anyway. and b4 u say im not all "poor" old me i dont give a shit i really dont. got mt alcohol all i need is a glass and im ready to take on tonight bring it on throw it all at me guilt depression gimme your best shot !!!!!!!!!!!!!1
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